JKFleck
Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
- Oct 1, 2023
- 211
Sometimes I wonder, what if....., I commit CTB by self-immolation in front of "loved" ones that betray and abandon me and scream out how much I hate them with the most excruciating pain and rage possible, oh damn how much would I be able to traumatize them and make them suffer for life
Damn, My BPD Spiltting (Extreme love and hate) hitting hard lmao
My senses are so twisted that the two sides fuses and both agree on CTB-ing (not by self-immolation though but by SN as of my plan)
Hate side saying that they love me so they'll be in whole lot of pain as a sweet revenge for giving up on me
Love side saying OH COOL We can give them PTSD so that they'll be more vulnerable to being suicidal and ending their pain of life :3
Damn, My BPD Spiltting (Extreme love and hate) hitting hard lmao
My senses are so twisted that the two sides fuses and both agree on CTB-ing (not by self-immolation though but by SN as of my plan)
Hate side saying that they love me so they'll be in whole lot of pain as a sweet revenge for giving up on me
Love side saying OH COOL We can give them PTSD so that they'll be more vulnerable to being suicidal and ending their pain of life :3
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