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timetodie24
Warlock
- Apr 14, 2023
- 706
I'm a stupid useless pathetic coward. I've attempted ctb before so it shouldn't be this hard. It's just different method feels a lot harder but I have to . No one ever believes me but genuinely forces in the system controlling the universe have been messed up because of me. When you live past your fated death date it messes everything up. And I was an error in the system to begin with. No one will help me save the innocent lives, people who don't want to die but will because i've been selfish and still living. So it's all down to me and it's a lot of pressure. And the system is closing in and soon it'll be too late.
I have every reason to die and none to live so why is it so hard. I need to pull myself together and end it. People are already dying and in danger. I can fix at least most of it. I can save people, sadly too late for some but many to save still . It's simple just ctb i can do this . I can do it . Why am i so weak and useless . I am evil anyone who says otherwise is a liar .
You might not believe in the system now but one day everyone will see I promise.
I have every reason to die and none to live so why is it so hard. I need to pull myself together and end it. People are already dying and in danger. I can fix at least most of it. I can save people, sadly too late for some but many to save still . It's simple just ctb i can do this . I can do it . Why am i so weak and useless . I am evil anyone who says otherwise is a liar .
You might not believe in the system now but one day everyone will see I promise.
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