Your children need you. All children need their parents. The fact that you're here considering their needs is at least proof that you're a good parent. Please don't go. I only say this to people having children. Children don't deserve that. The trauma they have to bear is forever. They deserve better. If you didn't have kids, I wouldn't say any of this. It's better not to have children in my opinion, but since you can't unring that bell, this is the next step. Stay alive for them, no matter how hard it is. You owe it to them. Don't trust anyone with your kids. Not relatives, not friends. If you aren't here for them, they will go through some stuff. I'm telling you right now. Stay.