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thetinybangstory
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- Oct 7, 2022
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Very ready to die and would hit a pain-free CTB button in an instant. Cannot figure out a good way to get this done (live in the Pacific Northwest in the United States).
Have tried about 6-7 times to push through on hanging and I just can't force myself to do it. It never feels blissful, though certainly not "painful". The terror is astronomical and even if it's only about 30 seconds of it in theory I'm just having the worst time actually pushing through.
Not sure what other options are available and viable with high chance of success.
Have tried about 6-7 times to push through on hanging and I just can't force myself to do it. It never feels blissful, though certainly not "painful". The terror is astronomical and even if it's only about 30 seconds of it in theory I'm just having the worst time actually pushing through.
Not sure what other options are available and viable with high chance of success.