Struggling to go through with partial hanging

[thetinybangstory]

Very ready to die and would hit a pain-free CTB button in an instant. Cannot figure out a good way to get this done (live in the Pacific Northwest in the United States).

Have tried about 6-7 times to push through on hanging and I just can't force myself to do it. It never feels blissful, though certainly not "painful". The terror is astronomical and even if it's only about 30 seconds of it in theory I'm just having the worst time actually pushing through.

Not sure what other options are available and viable with high chance of success.

 

[Sad_Sack]

Very ready to die and would hit a pain-free CTB button in an instant. Cannot figure out a good way to get this done (live in the Pacific Northwest in the United States).

Have tried about 6-7 times to push through on hanging and I just can't force myself to do it. It never feels blissful, though certainly not "painful". The terror is astronomical and even if it's only about 30 seconds of it in theory I'm just having the worst time actually pushing through.

Not sure what other options are available and viable with high chance of success.

Oh I wish there were a pain free button to press. I hear you. SI is retardedly strong.

 

[Outandproud]

Been there done that and happend the same.. envy that people that accidentaly die while erotic hanging.. sure they had a good time .. those naugthy f*ckers

 

[Someone123]

Partial hnaging does fail most of the time, just fyi. WHy it works sometimes and fails most of th etime is not known, but even after people pass out they usually stand up due to SI (Survival INstinct). WHat method might be best for your considering your own situation is really personal to a prson's situation- you can research methods in th eSuicide Discusssion- SAuicide Resource Com-pilation section. It is also best to explore optinos for recovery as fully as you can before deciding to ctb. It can be helpful to post what your reasons for ctb are and then to see if people may have any idea for solutions- I have seen at least a few people recover at least partly based on help from this site. For peopel under age thirty or even forty it is especially important to fully look at options for recovery, since the world offers many more opportunities for people at a younger age. I do support choice for ctb though, definitely, so you can at least get caring here as you consider what is best for you.

 

[lionetta12]

Very ready to die and would hit a pain-free CTB button in an instant. Cannot figure out a good way to get this done (live in the Pacific Northwest in the United States).

Have tried about 6-7 times to push through on hanging and I just can't force myself to do it. It never feels blissful, though certainly not "painful". The terror is astronomical and even if it's only about 30 seconds of it in theory I'm just having the worst time actually pushing through.

Not sure what other options are available and viable with high chance of success.

I have no idea how anyone is able to succeed with partial hangings, it seems like a hopeless method based on all the people I know that has failed it countless of times.

 

[thetinybangstory]

Partial hnaging does fail most of the time, just fyi. WHy it works sometimes and fails most of th etime is not known, but even after people pass out they usually stand up due to SI (Survival INstinct). WHat method might be best for your considering your own situation is really personal to a prson's situation- you can research methods in th eSuicide Discusssion- SAuicide Resource Com-pilation section. It is also best to explore optinos for recovery as fully as you can before deciding to ctb. It can be helpful to post what your reasons for ctb are and then to see if people may have any idea for solutions- I have seen at least a few people recover at least partly based on help from this site. For peopel under age thirty or even forty it is especially important to fully look at options for recovery, since the world offers many more opportunities for people at a younger age. I do support choice for ctb though, definitely, so you can at least get caring here as you consider what is best for you.

I realize I'm new to this forum and appreciate the generalized advice. When I say very ready to die that's 9+ years of trying to find help and/or live successfully in a society I've come to deeply despise.

Are there some threads discussing partial hanging being a bad option? I've never seen partial hanging described as "fail most of the time" before and it usually, by my research, it is noted as being a fairly reliable option as far as these things go.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I realize I'm new to this forum and appreciate the generalized advice. When I say very ready to die that's 9+ years of trying to find help and/or live successfully in a society I've come to deeply despise.

Are there some threads discussing partial hanging being a bad option? I've never seen partial hanging described as "fail most of the time" before and it usually, by my research, it is noted as being a fairly reliable option as far as these things go.

I think it depends on your anatomy. Some people are able to pass out easily and some struggle.

 

[willitpass]

Are there some threads discussing partial hanging being a bad option? I've never seen partial hanging described as "fail most of the time" before and it usually, by my research, it is noted as being a fairly reliable option as far as these things go.

i survived partial. i passed out but would come back to consciousness standing up thanks to SI. i managed to pass out multiple times before my head felt like it was going to explode and my body physically would not let me tighten the rope again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hanging does sound like a difficult and horrible method to me which is why I've never attempted before. I do hate how it can be this hard to die. A pain free ctb button would certainly be ideal, your feelings are understandable. It really is all very tiring, if it was easier to leave this life behind I would already be gone by now.

 

[Outandproud]

i survived partial. i passed out but would come back to consciousness standing up thanks to SI. i managed to pass out multiple times before my head felt like it was going to explode and my body physically would not let me tighten the rope again.

You were very close mate, glad that it didnt cause any permanent brain damage

 

[Felix007]

Could it be easiest to put the knot on the throat, so that most pressure is exerted on the neck, and the two arteries are constricted? This way there is little pressure on the airway (because there is little pressure where the knot is), this is also discussed in the hanging section on lostallhope.com