Strongest urge yet to ctb

[Idontmatter]

I woke up this morning with the strongest urge yet to ctb. I'm now having dreams about it. I definitely am not going to be able to wait until the end of the year. I'm done trying new things to get better because nothing is going to work. These feelings are horrible. I wish I had a ctb partner to help with my nerves but I'll just do it alone if I don't find anyone. I just want to sleep.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I want do die so badly

 

[rationaltake]

I want do die so badly

You're obviously suffering at the moment. I understand what hell it can be.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the feeling of just wanting to sleep. I'm also tired of existing and it does sound so peaceful finally being free from all problems and suffering. I wish you peace.

 

[StolenLife]

I understand you. I hope that you'll find a method that suits you.

 

[Idontmatter]

I understand you. I hope that you'll find a method that suits you.

I have a method. I'm using sn. Just have to determine a good day to do it.

 

[lonelygirl111]

i'm sorry your in so much pain and dealing with horrible feelings. i really don't know why life is so horrible for so many of us i wish it wasn't. i hope you feel more at peace soon.