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Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,115
my piece of shit barber doesn't contribute to my mental well being.
i always choose to go to him out of convenience, even tho he's so unpleasant to be around, but i always stick it out,
and didn't wanna waste time looking for another one.

but let's just say today he was an EXTRA big piece of shit... idk if he had a worse day than usual.
i dont even know if he usually HAS bad days, or if it's just a part of his personality to be a rude asshole even on good days.

it was downtown, where i rarely go.
my hometown.
i walked around town also, thinking this might potentially be the last time i look at all these buildings.

and now, about 12 hours later, i just had a cry.
my plan is to catch the bus before the year is over.

whenever i deal with assholes like my barber, i always think: "i can't wait to coincidentally walk right past him if he happens to fall somewhere and break his leg".
sounds harsh, but you dont know this piece of shit.

most people can tell from my demeanor that i'm depressed, so i'm sure he sees that too,
yet he continues to just be a rude, belittling, disgusting person.
 
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patheticparasite

sorry
Feb 21, 2025
94
I have to admit, I'm kinda curious now as to what exactly it was your barber said or did. But I can understand if that's too personal.

Whenever people are rude to me I tend to beat myself up over it. I wish I could focus my anger on them.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Some people, when they see that we are depressed, think we are weak. And yes, being assholes they will treat us poorly because they feel they can get away with it and we won't stand up to them.

I think you also had an issue with some tattoo artist.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
Here ya go. Next time you see your barber, give him one of these to use, and you could possibly "kill 2 birds with 1 stone", as the old saying goes.......

1000001826
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,115
I have to admit, I'm kinda curious now as to what exactly it was your barber said or did. But I can understand if that's too personal.
you'd have to see it along with his body language too, just a bully type dude.
the kinda person who takes joy in seeing others in misery.
to make themselves feel better, i assume.
but one asshole thing he did that i can easily describe without you visually needing to see the vibe,
is that i told him to leave my bangs alone bc i had been growing it out for months.
yet he couldn't resist to cut them just a bit.
i protested and he borderline raised his voice, with a mocking look on his face.
i'm not gonna be yelling at some steroid psycho so i guess i let him do it.
luckily he only took 1 cm off.
but i clearly told him to leave the bangs 100% alone.

extremely unprofessional
 
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telekon

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2025
404
you'd have to see it along with his body language too, just a bully type dude.
the kinda person who takes joy in seeing others in misery.
to make themselves feel better, i assume.
but one asshole thing he did that i can easily describe without you visually needing to see the vibe,
is that i told him to leave my bangs alone bc i had been growing it out for months.
yet he couldn't resist to cut them just a bit.
i protested and he borderline raised his voice, with a mocking look on his face.
i'm not gonna be yelling at some steroid psycho so i guess i let him do it.
luckily he only took 1 cm off.
but i clearly told him to leave the bangs 100% alone.

extremely unprofessional
i hope someone hits him with their car:)
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Warlock
Jul 11, 2024
745
you'd have to see it along with his body language too, just a bully type dude.
the kinda person who takes joy in seeing others in misery.
to make themselves feel better, i assume.
but one asshole thing he did that i can easily describe without you visually needing to see the vibe,
is that i told him to leave my bangs alone bc i had been growing it out for months.
yet he couldn't resist to cut them just a bit.
i protested and he borderline raised his voice, with a mocking look on his face.
i'm not gonna be yelling at some steroid psycho so i guess i let him do it.
luckily he only took 1 cm off.
but i clearly told him to leave the bangs 100% alone.

extremely unprofessional
You got me thinkin of that tiktok dude
 
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