kallemi
karma’s a relaxing thought
- Feb 2, 2023
- 7
whelp. my parents found my sn i ordered and ofc confronted me about it. i declined to talk to any professional or get admitted in a crisis center, so now my parents alternate staying with me in my room. i feel stupid for sending the sn to my house, but at this point it is what it is. i'm def frustrated thinking about how much harder it's gonna can order more, get it, hide it, and then ctb now. i also don't know what my plan is for getting around my parents pressing me to get better, either, so pretending-i'm-okay-even-though-i-was-literally-preparing-to-end-my-life is another game i have to play now :/ catching the bus is a super lonely process and i don't have anyone to talk to about this, so i thought i'd post about it here
edit: i'm also annoyed bc i have to be treated like i would end my life in a second if i could, but really i was planning to wait even after i got the sn.
edit: i'm also annoyed bc i have to be treated like i would end my life in a second if i could, but really i was planning to wait even after i got the sn.
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