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TJuk
Student
- Feb 8, 2020
- 181
Still suffering, still suicidal despite trying to improve my life.
I restarted college course to hopefully go to university in September 2023, my current course finishes march 2023 - I still feel useless, a burden, like suicide is the best and only option. I'm also doing EMDR therapy for my complex PTSD.
I feel like a failure at life.
The voices,selfharm, the nightmare neighbour next door, physical pain and the limitations that come with my physical disability ontop of my mental health are going to beat me.
Is it even possible to recover? Live a fairly normal average life with a job etc as it really doesn't feel like it.
I restarted college course to hopefully go to university in September 2023, my current course finishes march 2023 - I still feel useless, a burden, like suicide is the best and only option. I'm also doing EMDR therapy for my complex PTSD.
I feel like a failure at life.
The voices,selfharm, the nightmare neighbour next door, physical pain and the limitations that come with my physical disability ontop of my mental health are going to beat me.
Is it even possible to recover? Live a fairly normal average life with a job etc as it really doesn't feel like it.