Still here

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Wow, I never thought I'd see you back on here. Welcome home. I'm always secretly glad when someone doesn't go through with it.

 

[Morning Angel]

Wow, I never thought I'd see you back on here. Welcome home. I'm always secretly glad when someone doesn't go through with it.

Why?

 

[mattwitt]

I promise once I'm gone, Ouija will be our mode of communication @mattwitt. Maybe I'll say "zozo" a couple times just to mess with you a bit. All in good fun...

Selfishly speaking I hope you stick around for a while. You made a positive impact on a lot of people while you were here and gone.

 

[Morning Angel]

Selfishly speaking I hope you stick around for a while. You made a positive impact on a lot of people while you were here and gone.

That's sweet, I really don't think I did anything of consequence besides talk to users here. There are some younger users I chatted with who have since ctb and I feel somewhat responsible for having potentially influenced them.

That's not a statement on whether or not ctb is right based on age - at all. Just a slight ambivalence around what is ethical or not when it comes to sharing experiences of suffering. I wish I hadn't posted any goodbye and won't ever again, regardless of what I do.

 

[Life sucks]

Hi, I don't know what happened as I don't follow here but I know you as older member. Please don't blame yourself for anything. This life is full of suffering and we'll try to help and support you whatever road you'll choose.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

We'll all win in the end anyway. Death will happen. Sometimes we wish we could force it, but many of us just can't for whatever reason.

Knowing it'll happen anyway is quite a relief. I think if it was forever I'd probably have already done it.

 

[locusdelicti]

I don't know you, and I don't know your circumstances, but I know any embarrassment you feel (that anybody feels) is just allowing external stimuli affect you. It's usually caused by weak people projecting their crap on you. Just turn your back on it, keep moving forward, and leave the past behind. Be proud of what you're doing RIGHT NOW.

 

[Nofaith]

Welcome back *hugs*

 

[therhydler]

Hello, please don't be ashamed. Welcome back ♡

 

[sif]

Unless you see a coroners or news report you can't say for sure if people are dead.

Agreed, and even if someone says they have seen evidence but can't share it, then I don't think one should be expected to believe anything. It does not make us insensitive to feel this way.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I don't know you, and I don't know your circumstances, but I know any embarrassment you feel (that anybody feels) is just allowing external stimuli affect you. It's usually caused by weak people projecting their crap on you. Just turn your back on it, keep moving forward, and leave the past behind. Be proud of what you're doing RIGHT NOW.

This is such a nice, positive message relevant to so many situations in life, I want to print it off and put it on my wall.