Still here

[Morning Angel]

Unfortunately I'm still here, though I'm sure many of you don't even remember me. I'm sorry for not coming back sooner to admit failure. I'm sorry for the stupid goodbye post and won't be doing that again. I'd rather not talk about what kept me here another 3 months but something got in the way along with the holidays. Anyway, yes I admit I am a coward but I won't be posting about my plans again. I really hope you all can forgive me.

 

[JazzyWolfWhistle]

Hey, it's okay. This place is a refuge for people like you. Don't feel bad.

 

[Morning Angel]

Hey, it's okay. This place is a refuge for people like you. Don't feel bad.

Thanks. I'll explain in a bit why I chose to remain silent aside from just embarrassment.

 

[Pulmonicis]

It is nothing embarassing whatsoever. We will support you through the white and black, listen to you and understand you. Maybe its not the time yet. Big hugs and don't feel ashamed, your always welcomed in this forum <3

 

[Morning Angel]

Unless you see a coroners or news report you can't say for sure if people are dead.

 

[ReadyasEver]

Sorry for making the absolutely hardest decision you will ever make? No, everyone here faces this. We all have doubts and misgivings. That's why we are here.

 

[Anima]

Unfortunately I'm still here, though I'm sure many of you don't even remember me. I'm sorry for not coming back sooner to admit failure. I'm sorry for the stupid goodbye post and won't be doing that again. I'd rather not talk about what kept me here another 3 months but something got in the way along with the holidays. Anyway, yes I admit I am a coward but I won't be posting about my plans again. I really hope you all can forgive me.

It's nothing to be ashamed of and one of the hardest decisions to make. Ending ones life is a pretty big thing and I believe every part of us fights to stay alive.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Unfortunately I'm still here, though I'm sure many of you don't even remember me. I'm sorry for not coming back sooner to admit failure. I'm sorry for the stupid goodbye post and won't be doing that again. I'd rather not talk about what kept me here another 3 months but something got in the way along with the holidays. Anyway, yes I admit I am a coward but I won't be posting about my plans again. I really hope you all can forgive me.

Hello, we haven't interacted before but people have been asking after you so you must be special x

 

[blueming]

Welcome back! It's absolutely nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed of, ctb is such a big decision. Sending you hugs <3

 

[mattwitt]

I was wondering why I couldn't contact you with my Ouija board... WB !!!

 

[21Neberg]

You've got nothing to be ashamed of. Be proud of yourself that you managed to gather the courage to set up a plan and execute it, regardless of whether or not it succeeded. Learn from this attempt, and I'm sure you'll succeed next time.

 

[Pineapplecrown]

Hiya!!!

 

[Morning Angel]

I dont deserve this support. I really dont .... but thank you all.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I dont deserve this support. I really dont .... but thank you all.

Everyone is worth love and support, always.

 

[Kuba]

we are with you :)

 

[JazzyWolfWhistle]

Love yourself more. Watch a movie. Do something you like. Go and take a break from your madness for a while.

 

[Gainax]

You are loved by many in here and that its all that really matters

 

[Jenna]

I'm glad you are still here.

 

[Midnight]

Welcome back Morning angel.

 

[15dec]

There's nothing to be ashamed of don't worry, you'll always be welcomed here :) and you're certainly not a coward, and you're worthy of support regardless of what stopped you from ctb, it's happened to lots of us (including me) so you won't be shunned or anything like that. Welcome back ♡

 

[LastDay]

You're perfectly fine and welcome here, CTB is really hard to do. If it were easy I think most of us wouldn't be here, I know I wouldn't.

 

[TheCrow]

You never have to apologize to us like that. Sweetheart, you did nothing wrong. We're glad you're back, and we're here for you. xo

 

[Anima]

I dont deserve this support. I really dont .... but thank you all.

Of course you do! (:

 

[Lara Francis]

Lovely to have you back morning Angel

Love and hugs to you x

 

[Dead_Inside]

I do remember you : ) and there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Shit I am *still* here after all that time ....
Just hope you are ok-ish.

 

[Morning Angel]

I was wondering why I couldn't contact you with my Ouija board... WB !!!

I don't know why but this made me chuckle.

 

[Hopeless_soul]

Unfortunately I'm still here

It's not unfortunate. Don't feel ashamed. Most of us here are facing real bad problems, and just making the decision of ctb is hard enough, not to say actuadlly doing it.

And welcome back. :)

 

[mattwitt]

It's not unfortunate. Don't feel ashamed. Most of us here are facing real bad problems, and just making the decision of ctb is hard enough, not to say actuadlly doing it.

And welcome back. :)

I couldn't agree more with this !!!

 

[Morning Angel]

It's not unfortunate. Don't feel ashamed. Most of us here are facing real bad problems, and just making the decision of ctb is hard enough, not to say actuadlly doing it.

And welcome back. :)

Thank you. The circumstances have gotten worse for me and the ramifications are creeping upon me slowly, like paint inching me toward the corner of a room. I'm prepared for it when the time arrives.

 

[Morning Angel]

I couldn't agree more with this !!!

I promise once I'm gone, Ouija will be our mode of communication @mattwitt. Maybe I'll say "zozo" a couple times just to mess with you a bit. All in good fun...