No. I'd still want to die. Maybe not as badly, since I would have monetary power, meaning that I could travel+be independent, and not feel as powerless. But I think it would also sort of make me feel more worthless in a way, and it would mess with me, therefore it may actually increase my chance of ctb. I don't know how to explain it. It's just that being rich would make me feel like I don't deserve it, when there are other people out there in way worse circumstances. It would also feel fake(unreal). I think I'd be less suicidal in some ways, and more suicidal in other ways....(weird, I know). I'd like to win $100M, but I think my suicide is inevitable.