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Brillet
Member
- May 26, 2020
- 23
I'm getting ready to let go of this life. I'm tired of emotions, of feeling numb, of being full, of starving myself, hospitalizations... I won't ever again end up in the psych ward.
I have a personality disorder, depression and eating disorder. I don't want to die fat (I'm gonna post my weight tomorrow). I'm 5'2.5. I'm planning to eat 0-250 cals a day (just so I won't die before losing weight) and after reaching my goal weight (82, BMI 14 ish), I'm gonna commit suicide by OD and slit my wrists. I'm gonna update my "journey" in this thread.
I have a personality disorder, depression and eating disorder. I don't want to die fat (I'm gonna post my weight tomorrow). I'm 5'2.5. I'm planning to eat 0-250 cals a day (just so I won't die before losing weight) and after reaching my goal weight (82, BMI 14 ish), I'm gonna commit suicide by OD and slit my wrists. I'm gonna update my "journey" in this thread.