Starting to get some pieces in place

[TBONTB]

When - I am waiting to CTB until I can get a little money ready for my husband, that has to wait until after my next birthday. I'm hoping for a mid-November date.

How - I have a few supplies that are needed. A key one came today, although there are more ahead. A little check mark in place.

Where - Location. Still a conundrum. 1) Home - Put an emotional and practical shadow over my home. 2) Hotel with potential costly clean up fees 3) The cold, cold woods which aren't as private. Any comments on how you are planning to approach these.

Just a little check in. I feeling pretty desperate so I wish this could all be ready to go now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, all I want is to never suffer in this futile, torturous existence ever again, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[ylenol]

When - I am waiting to CTB until I can get a little money ready for my husband, that has to wait until after my next birthday. I'm hoping for a mid-November date.

Hi, considering you offer money as relief to your husband, I assume you expect him not to be too distraught about your choice ? Always curious about how exactly people expect their husbands/wives to react to the news as it's not a dynamic I'm familiar with, I assume it depends on each relationship ? How about yours ?
For the location, the cold woods don't sound too bad, always imagined dying in nature against a tree or something, you might as well romanticize it.