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burner4242

burner4242

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May 5, 2024
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Today I seen my psychiatrist. I was written a prescription for abilify and rewritten for trazodone abilify for suspected bipolar-1 or bipolar depression. Trazadone to help me not think about kms at night. We are bouncing back and forth as to if I have one or possibly both disorders idk yet. I've been really suicidal since April, I relapsed into self harming again after yearsss and it kind of spiraled out of control. I stopped therapy and medication back towards September or October I thought I was gonna be ok finally. Boy was I wrong. I have a lot to do and finish before I die so I won't be yeeting myself anytime soon I don't think. We'll see.
 
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Sulyya

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Keep going! Update if you notice it helping
 
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bieatmania

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Dec 22, 2023
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abilify is great anti psychotics, it's not sedating like traditional anti-psychotics. I'm on rexulti 1mg which is similar drug and it stabilize my emotion rather than simply dulling it. I hope it will help you too.
 
burner4242

burner4242

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May 5, 2024
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abilify is great anti psychotics, it's not sedating like traditional anti-psychotics. I'm on rexulti 1mg which is similar drug and it stabilize my emotion rather than simply dulling it. I hope it will help you too.
So far it's made me sleepy I'm sure once i adjust it'll be better
 

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