Moonset
Member
- May 15, 2023
- 13
Even if I did have $500+ to risk on a sketchy dealer, I can't find SN, Nem, or SA sources anywhere. Are there any more 'peaceful' and or accessible methods in the US? I used to get prescribed amitriptyline but was taken off them before I ever knew it was common for CTB. I would buy a gun but I can't due to being put in psych wards before. Should I try to get back on amitriptyline again or is that too obvious? I'm too scared of something going wrong with the partial hanging and night night methods. I just want out already