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openBottomJeans

openBottomJeans

won’t see what might’ve been…
Jul 4, 2025
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Even if death is nothing. That's okay. I firmly believe that death is what we make it; what we believe in.

I believe in something more.. the Spiritual, astral realm. I've witnessed too much weird shit in my 24 years on this planet to deny the existence of spirits.

My hope is that I get to continue existing - but merely in a spectator type environment.

If you've ever played Minecraft .. you know there are three game modes.
Survival (poor people)
Creative (the elites)
Spectator (for those who want to watch)

Spectator for those who have already played the game , and either got bored with it, or had their life griefed so many times that it's not worth it to rebuild again and again.

To me; this feels like one big vacation that only I get to go on. It's the equivalent of standing at the airport terminal, waving away your family as you set foot towards a whole new adventure. A new chapter.
 
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