SOS

[stupidmonkey]

what to do when you've planned to CTB and miserably fail..:, each… and every time? i thought i would i have died 10 years ago and im still here. time after time i'll make a plan and say goodbye and have never gone through with it. what is wrong with me
does this happen to others or am i just a little bitch

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Nothing is wrong with you. Most people who attempt suicide actually fail. It's completely normal.

 

[Tig]

The same that is wrong with all of on this site,
Mental health issues without understanding or tolerance, my friend.
It doesn't help the whole world is in a miserable state.
Depression builds daily, do everything you can to stop it.
Sounds like you are crying for help, seek it, no matter the form.
Endeavor to Persevere.

 

[sximii]

I get you absolutely. It hasn't been 10 years for me but it's been a while. Many years. It always failed, landed me in hospitals, a bunch of therapies and doctors, clinics. At some point my parents entirely restricted me all internet access, I couldn't even use Google search. I wasn't even allowed to close the door to the bathroom. t's really frustrating. I define feel you. Dying is infuriatingly difficult

 

[maniac116]

Failure is part of the deal but you have to succeed only once. Maybe you're not meant to ctb or its just not your time