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Hi, new here and first post (and long post). I have been reading for hours trying to understand all the references and find a way. In terms of a prescription overdose, just wanted to say I did this once accidently and nearly died, I say accidently because I wasn't planning (at the time) to end it. I came home, exhausted and took the 3 diazepam I should taken through the day and my 2 zopiclones and then well, I missed a friend and went to buy a bottle of gin which we often shared together. I woke up the next day in ICU and had been on a ventilator. I say it was accidental because it really was. When I drank the gin, I forgot I had taken my meds so something in me which I don't recall take the whole months supply of diazepam and zopiclone, paracetamol and the whole bottle of gin. I honestly don't remember why I did it and it would have been stupid anyway as my mum was due home in a hour (and I would never want her to be the one to find me anyway). I was out of hospital in two days and i was not sectioned so my point I guess is that a months supply and mix of diazepam, zopiclone, paracetamol and a bottle of gin can and would kill you. I would have died had I not been found as they told me my vital organ rating was 3 out 15 by the time I was put in the ambulance, so it is possible, as long as you aren't found. I've now been struggling for too many years, I don't sleep, I don't feel normal sensations like hunger or thirst or tiredness. I cry constantly, my anxiety is debilitating and I've lost everyone I loved, absolutely everyone. I'm too scared of heights to jump at Beachy head and scared of trying a train too (I have the worst luck so I'm one of that cases were I would just severely injure myself). As I have no memory of the overdose, this is how I want to go pleas, I simply fell asleep and that's what I want. no pain, just the peace we all long for and I need someone to tell me if the following would work please. I'm 157cm and I weight 60kgs. On an empty stomach and with a bottle of strong spirits could I successfully overdose on the following which I have in stock:

250mg Valium
700mg stillnox
150mg diazapram
75mg zopiclone
2300mg quetapine
150 mg mirtazapine
 
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Hi, new here and first post (and long post). I have been reading for hours trying to understand all the references and find a way. In terms of a prescription overdose, just wanted to say I did this once accidently and nearly died, I say accidently because I wasn't planning (at the time) to end it. I came home, exhausted and took the 3 diazepam I should taken through the day and my 2 zopiclones and then well, I missed a friend and went to buy a bottle of gin which we often shared together. I woke up the next day in ICU and had been on a ventilator. I say it was accidental because it really was. When I drank the gin, I forgot I had taken my meds so something in me which I don't recall take the whole months supply of diazepam and zopiclone, paracetamol and the whole bottle of gin. I honestly don't remember why I did it and it would have been stupid anyway as my mum was due home in a hour (and I would never want her to be the one to find me anyway). I was out of hospital in two days and i was not sectioned so my point I guess is that a months supply and mix of diazepam, zopiclone, paracetamol and a bottle of gin can and would kill you. I would have died had I not been found as they told me my vital organ rating was 3 out 15 by the time I was put in the ambulance, so it is possible, as long as you aren't found. I've now been struggling for too many years, I don't sleep, I don't feel normal sensations like hunger or thirst or tiredness. I cry constantly, my anxiety is debilitating and I've lost everyone I loved, absolutely everyone. I'm too scared of heights to jump at Beachy head and scared of trying a train too (I have the worst luck so I'm one of that cases were I would just severely injure myself). As I have no memory of the overdose, this is how I want to go pleas, I simply fell asleep and that's what I want. no pain, just the peace we all long for and I need someone to tell me if the following would work please. I'm 157cm and I weight 60kgs. On an empty stomach and with a bottle of strong spirits could I successfully overdose on the following which I have in stock:

250mg Valium
700mg stillnox
150mg diazapram
75mg zopiclone
2300mg quetapine
150 mg mirtazapine
I am sorry you feel this way. It's highly unlikely that you would die from taking the above as you would likely vomit before anything could work. Mirtazapine is an antidepressant and would do nothing amd the levels of medication you have aren't high enough... been there and done that.
More often than not once you've been hospitalised, they always tell you you're worst situation to put you off attempting again. You're better with another option.
 
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Dec 9, 2019
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Abbreviations and Acronyms used here

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. It's about the most lethal drug there is, but also expensive (we're talking $600 for two bottles, which is what you'll need).
PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.
SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt.
CTb means catch the bus, which means 'to take one's life.
Exit is short for Exit International.
SS is short for Sanctioned Suicide.
OT is short for Off Topic.
OP is for for original post.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-sanctioned-suicide-forum-guide.9931/post-176956

Where can i buy 2 bottles of N from?
 
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Where can i buy 2 bottles of N from?
This is the $5 question!
There used to be only one reliable provider over the world and he seems to have disappeared last year.
 
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This is the $5 question!
There used to be only one reliable provider over the world and he seems to have disappeared last year.

What about Diewithdignity.org? This is where I wish to purchase 20g of N
This is the $5 question!
There used to be only one reliable provider over the world and he seems to have disappeared last year.

They have assured me death is certain and they are 100% genuine!
 
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What about Diewithdignity.org? This is where I wish to purchase 20g of N


They have assured me death is certain and they are 100% genuine!
There are many scam reports here. Any website pretending to sell you N is fake.
 
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