WEASEL1234

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I have joined today and am in the UK.
Pardon my ignorance but could someone please tell me what "N" and "SN" mean?.... or CTB?
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Abbreviations and Acronyms used here

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. It's about the most lethal drug there is, but also expensive (we're talking $600 for two bottles, which is what you'll need).
PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.
SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt.
CTb means catch the bus, which means 'to take one's life.
Exit is short for Exit International.
SS is short for Sanctioned Suicide.
OT is short for Off Topic.
OP is for for original post.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-sanctioned-suicide-forum-guide.9931/post-176956
 
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WEASEL1234

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Abbreviations and Acronyms used here

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. It's about the most lethal drug there is, but also expensive (we're talking $600 for two bottles, which is what you'll need).
PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.
SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt.
CTb means catch the bus, which means 'to take one's life.
Exit is short for Exit International.
SS is short for Sanctioned Suicide.
OT is short for Off Topic.
OP is for for original post.
Oh Thankyou. May be because I am in England that I couldn't work out the abbreviations. Thankyou.
 
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Oh Thankyou. May be because I am in England that I couldn't work out the abbreviations. Thankyou.
Hello and welcome here. I am UK too and found the abbreviations hard at first, but soon picked them up. I dont think its cos we are from UK we didn't know what they meant, just not used to the lingo! Look forward to seeing you around on here.
 
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Oh Thankyou. May be because I am in England that I couldn't work out the abbreviations. Thankyou.

Hello, and welcome. You're not alone in that. I am from USA, and couldn't make heads or tails of the acronyms until I read around.
 
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All o here from the UK will I suppose struggle with trying to obtain these drugs?
I overdosed on stockpiled meds last year. Zopiclone amd quetiapine amd diazepam. Had CPR and intensive care for 13 days. My mum passed away a few days ago so I want to ensure my death is sooner rather than later.
I think I am able to source Zopiclone online (Zomivane) in the states I think?
 
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You can't kill yourself with Zoplicone. It is an extremely safe sleeping aid. You could eat bowls full of it and never die.
 
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I never understood what these words meant either, I too am from the UK.
All o here from the UK will I suppose struggle with trying to obtain these drugs?
I overdosed on stockpiled meds last year. Zopiclone amd quetiapine amd diazepam. Had CPR and intensive care for 13 days. My mum passed away a few days ago so I want to ensure my death is sooner rather than later.
I think I am able to source Zopiclone online (Zomivane) in the states I think?


I am very sorry about your mum. Were you close? Have you heard of beachy head? It's the 3rd biggest suicide hot-spot in the world....and it's in the UK. If you wanted to ensure a quick death, I suppose a 500ft fall from this cliff would do it
 
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You can't kill yourself with Zoplicone. It is an extremely safe sleeping aid. You could eat bowls full of it and never die.
Well that fecks that plan up then! Just looked it up today as I'm getting some zopiclone apparently and first hit on Google said 90mg was lethal? Didn't actually read the site just the search results and thought, hell if they give me the 7mg pills that'll work, then I thought, nah they'll only give me 3.5mg pills and a pat on the head. Thing is, zopiclone isn't sleeping pills it's a time machine that's only good for 8-10 hours into the future!
 
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All o here from the UK will I suppose struggle with trying to obtain these drugs?
I overdosed on stockpiled meds last year. Zopiclone amd quetiapine amd diazepam. Had CPR and intensive care for 13 days. My mum passed away a few days ago so I want to ensure my death is sooner rather than later.
I think I am able to source Zopiclone online (Zomivane) in the states I think?

Do you mean those which are in the list of abbreviations? If yes, then N is very difficult to obtain. Like you can order it from darknet marketplaces, but it will cost hundreds of pounds with a chance the customs will seize it or cops with a wide smile come to your house. Plus a lot of scammers. If you are not afraid, you can find all the necessary information in PePH. It is on this forum, you can use a search engine. Btw there are some cheap return tickets to Mexico for around 850 euro in June. If you manage to get some money, you can travel to Mexico to try to buy there N.
SN is very easy to obtain. You can just buy it on Amazon or anywhere else where you live. Should be high-quality, almost 100 percent. It is more difficult to obtain antiemetics, you will need them for SN method.
All in all, you have to read a PePH and you will get much information. Piece :heart:
 
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I never understood what these words meant either, I too am from the UK.



I am very sorry about your mum. Were you close? Have you heard of beachy head? It's the 3rd biggest suicide hot-spot in the world....and it's in the UK. If you wanted to ensure a quick death, I suppose a 500ft fall from this cliff would do it
Yes, that's a couple of hours from me. I just have looked at ways that mean it's slightly less horrific for friends/family to see what state I was in. Thankyou for your sympathy.
You can't kill yourself with Zoplicone. It is an extremely safe sleeping aid. You could eat bowls full of it and never die.
That wasn't what I said... I wanted to do Carbon monoxide and Zopiclone as the sedative.
 
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Well that fecks that plan up then! Just looked it up today as I'm getting some zopiclone apparently and first hit on Google said 90mg was lethal? Didn't actually read the site just the search results and thought, hell if they give me the 7mg pills that'll work, then I thought, nah they'll only give me 3.5mg pills and a pat on the head. Thing is, zopiclone isn't sleeping pills it's a time machine that's only good for 8-10 hours into the future!

Unfortunately I don't get the time effect from them anymore. They used to make me drop wherever I was when they kicked in, been on them for way too long. I suspect the lethal dose you saw was the ld50 for rats. Unfortunately, we aren't rats. I've heard from multiple sources that the amount needed to lethal overdose is unbelievably high. It might have potentiating effects or be useful in other cocktails, but I've honestly never come across one. I know that once people start trying to add sedatives to their plan the chance of success typically goes down. There is a recent thread on SN success and failure reports and many of the failures were due to passing out before they could finish their plan. Just something to keep in mind of you do decide to add some sedation to any of your future plans.
 
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Do you mean those which are in the list of abbreviations? If yes, then N is very difficult to obtain. Like you can order it from darknet marketplaces, but it will cost hundreds of pounds with a chance the customs will seize it or cops with a wide smile come to your house. Plus a lot of scammers. If you are not afraid, you can find all the necessary information in PePH. It is on this forum, you can use a search engine. Btw there are some cheap return tickets to Mexico for around 850 euro in June. If you manage to get some money, you can travel to Mexico to try to buy there N.
SN is very easy to obtain. You can just buy it on Amazon or anywhere else where you live. Should be high-quality, almost 100 percent. It is more difficult to obtain antiemetics, you will need them for SN method.
All in all, you have to read a PePH and you will get much information. Piece :heart:
Thankyou for the information, sorry what is peph?
Unfortunately I don't get the time effect from them anymore. They used to make me drop wherever I was when they kicked in, been on them for way too long. I suspect the lethal dose you saw was the ld50 for rats. Unfortunately, we aren't rats. I've heard from multiple sources that the amount needed to lethal overdose is unbelievably high. It might have potentiating effects or be useful in other cocktails, but I've honestly never come across one. I know that once people start trying to add sedatives to their plan the chance of success typically goes down. There is a recent thread on SN success and failure reports and many of the failures were due to passing out before they could finish their plan. Just something to keep in mind of you do decide to add some sedation to any of your future plans.
Yes I have been on them for 2.5 years and mine only work with mirtazapine for sleep. I had no heartbeat on the scene when the copper gave me cpr. That was 6 months prescription worth of Zopiclone and quetiapine
 
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MsMaudlin

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Hello and welcome!

I'm UK too.

SN is really easy to get in the UK at the moment.

Have a good read through the resources and ask lots of questions!
 
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I'm sorry for the loss of your Mom. I wish you peace in whatever you decide.
 
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Unfortunately I don't get the time effect from them anymore. They used to make me drop wherever I was when they kicked in, been on them for way too long. I suspect the lethal dose you saw was the ld50 for rats. Unfortunately, we aren't rats. I've heard from multiple sources that the amount needed to lethal overdose is unbelievably high. It might have potentiating effects or be useful in other cocktails, but I've honestly never come across one. I know that once people start trying to add sedatives to their plan the chance of success typically goes down. There is a recent thread on SN success and failure reports and many of the failures were due to passing out before they could finish their plan. Just something to keep in mind of you do decide to add some sedation to any of your future plans.
You are probably right about the rats thing :-( It's not a good situation when you start looking at rats with envy! :-) I just heard that I was going to have 14 days worth of zoplicone so my first reaction was, that it was an unusually large amount to be offered considering my care provider. So I quickly punched in "zopiclone lethal dose" into Google and saw the search result and got a bit excited. Then I considered what dose pills they were likely to give me and realised I couldn't be that lucky. :-( But yeah zopliclone will just spark me out without warning. I don't know about others though but it doesn't really feel like I've slept. Hence my time machine comment! I take it and then without warning it's 8 or so hours later and I still feel like crap lol!
 
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You are probably right about the rats thing :-( It's not a good situation when you start looking at rats with envy! :-) I just heard that I was going to have 14 days worth of zoplicone so my first reaction was, that it was an unusually large amount to be offered considering my care provider. So I quickly punched in "zopiclone lethal dose" into Google and saw the search result and got a bit excited. Then I considered what dose pills they were likely to give me and realised I couldn't be that lucky. :-( But yeah zopliclone will just spark me out without warning. I don't know about others though but it doesn't really feel like I've slept. Hence my time machine comment! I take it and then without warning it's 8 or so hours later and I still feel like crap lol!
I am restricted on 7 days meds now as I overdosed on zop and others. SN going to be my way out of here.
 
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Really easy to get x I can't message you though
Oh, why?
I have just read one of your messages that said you've received your SN?
 
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Yes I have my SN.

You can't send messages if you have been here less than 24 hours ❤
 
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I am restricted on 7 days meds now as I overdosed on zop and others. SN going to be my way out of here.
I'm sorry to hear that :-( When they told me I would get 14 days worth it totally amazed me usually they only give me 3-4 days worth. I maybe have been a bit paranoid but it made me wonder if they were testing me to see if I would neck the lot in one go. It was indeed very tempting until I read your post. :-/
 
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I'm sorry to hear that :-( When they told me I would get 14 days worth it totally amazed me usually they only give me 3-4 days worth. I maybe have been a bit paranoid but it made me wonder if they were testing me to see if I would neck the lot in one go. It was indeed very tempting until I read your post. :-/
Yes, it's not enough alone even in rather vast quantities just a good sleep.
I'm sorry to hear that :-( When they told me I would get 14 days worth it totally amazed me usually they only give me 3-4 days worth. I maybe have been a bit paranoid but it made me wonder if they were testing me to see if I would neck the lot in one go. It was indeed very tempting until I read your post. :-/
Also in the UK (not sure where you are?) we normally collect reaper scripts every month so you would have 4 weeks meds whereas due to my history I am restricted to only collecting 7 days at a time. That said I have thoroughly researched N on here and this will be the route for sure.
 
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Thankyou for the information, sorry what is peph?

Yes I have been on them for 2.5 years and mine only work with mirtazapine for sleep. I had no heartbeat on the scene when the copper gave me cpr. That was 6 months prescription worth of Zopiclone and quetiapine
Peaceful Pill Handbook
 
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