• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Sorry but not sorry

A

auto138491

Student
Jun 21, 2025
136
I know that most suicide notes have two common themes - I am sorry, and I Love you.
I want to say both - I AM sorry that the people left behind have to go through pain and grief.
And I do love them.

But i am NOT sorry for putting myself and my needs first.
I need this release, and I am not apologetic for it. When we have lived a life for others, even in death, we think more of their grief than our own daily pain that finds no relief at all.

I want to prioritise me. And for that, I cannot be sorry.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: fkyou, Forever Sleep and kunikuzushi
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
942
I think being honest in your suicide note can be a source of closure for them. It might console them that this was a thought-out and freely made choice as opposed to something inflicted on you in desperation.
 
  • Like
Reactions: auto138491
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

User8
Discussion The detonator: The incapability to support yourself financially is the final blow
Replies
2
Views
156
Suicide Discussion
Liwujin
Liwujin
Matchaaa
I still couldn’t stop any of this from happening
Replies
6
Views
225
Suicide Discussion
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
Butterfly-death
My friend ctb tonight
Replies
16
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
isthisthingon
I
Aphid
Looking inwards
Replies
0
Views
122
Suicide Discussion
Aphid
Aphid
xvxmvx75
Venting My inability to change for the better , and my search for SN and DSL
Replies
5
Views
424
Suicide Discussion
xvxmvx75
xvxmvx75
Top Bottom