Soon

[Mx_Pathetic]

I've got the year down for when I wish to ctb now I need the month, then day, then time. Then I'll be ready. Well I obviously need the material to actually do it lol. It's so close and I'm scared but not because I'm going to ctb but because I have to live a little bit longer...new year scare/ my birthday they both scare me because they're a reminder that I'm making it and I don't wish to continue.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd fear what lies ahead, I also just wish to not exist and I get that it's dreadful having to continue when you don't wish to. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Mx_Pathetic]

I understand why you'd fear what lies ahead, I also just wish to not exist and I get that it's dreadful having to continue when you don't wish to. But anyway best wishes.

I've been struggling and trying to live for almost 12 years. Part of me wants to give it just one more try. But I know deep down, it won't help