Discussion Soon to be Goodbye

[Ryan.s]

Not that anyone gives a flying fuck... But this week is my death week. I suppose every human has the innate desire for someone to care or be there as they die. Some of you may have remembered my past hanging threads (partial suspension hanging was my previous method) I encountered the problem that so many others do with this method which is I could never find the carotid artery, and even when I did, seconds before I was going to pass out the rope snapped. I have now acquired SN. I want to document it sometime this week and share it on here. I was obsessed with my method of hanging in the past and thus I was very familiar with it and comfortable with going through with it. As for SN, it's very new to me, and while I know what I'm doing, I am anxious. Any tips or suggestions to get over this anxiety (specifically building up the courage to actually drink the drink) would be appreciated.

Thank you guys,

Ryan

 

[SilviuSDJ]

Sorry that you came to this conclusion. Regardless, I want to help you but in another way.
I posted a thread about 30 min ago, give it a read. Maybe, somehow, it will change something in you. If not, at least i tried and wish you the best my friend.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

That's sad, you'll be missed. I remember your posts about partial hanging and I even thought you had gone by this method since you quit posting here for a while. I'm also trying my best to die.

 

[Ryan.s]

That's sad, you'll be missed. I remember your posts about partial hanging and I even thought you had gone by this method since you quit posting here for a while. I'm also trying my best to die.

I remember you too mate. It's good to see you.

 

[LMLN]

I'm sorry you have come to this decision. I wish it could somehow be different for you. We are here for you, you are not alone.

 

[toomuchgrief]

Hugs my friend.

 

[victoria91]

Hugs . I'm new to this forum but please feel free to message me if you want to talk or have someone there for you

 

[Brackenshire]

Ryan i hope you have a calm week...get to do something enjoyable...sorry to see you go but respect your decision...

 

[Living sucks]

I have a question regarding hanging methods, if your go to method is partial but you can't seem to pull it off, why wouldn't you just move to full suspension as that is pretty much guaranteed? I could never hang but can't understand why, if you could, both aren't possible?

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I have a question regarding hanging methods, if your go to method is partial but you can't seem to pull it off, why wouldn't you just move to full suspension as that is pretty much guaranteed? I could never hang but can't understand why, if you could, both aren't possible?

Personally, I can't do full suspension because my house's roof is all plaster, so it won't stand my weight.

 

[Living sucks]

Personally, I can't do full suspension because my house's roof is all plaster, so it won't stand my weight.

A tree?? I'm not pushing anyone to run out and hang from a tree I'm just curious.

 

[I screwed up]

Hey Ryan u have been brave to even attempt ctb by partial. I can imagine the courage needed to attempt ctb so anxiety is something natural ...we r here for u buddy and do care for u. Hope u done research on SN method so u succeed this time . take care bro

 

[NothingElseMatters]

A tree?? I'm not pushing anyone to run out and hang from a tree I'm just curious.

And what would I do with people on the street looking at me?

 

[Skylight]

Failed attempts are rough, so I'm sorry to hear the partial hanging didn't work out for you. I hope the rest of your week goes smoothly, and you reach your destination.

 

[Living sucks]

And what would I do with people on the street looking at me?

I was thinking somewhere away from people. Sorry I'm not trying to insult... I really have wondered. I know nothing about the method and i couldn't get passed page 1 of the megathread...

Not that anyone gives a flying fuck... But this week is my death week. I suppose every human has the innate desire for someone to care or be there as they die. Some of you may have remembered my past hanging threads (partial suspension hanging was my previous method) I encountered the problem that so many others do with this method which is I could never find the carotid artery, and even when I did, seconds before I was going to pass out the rope snapped. I have now acquired SN. I want to document it sometime this week and share it on here. I was obsessed with my method of hanging in the past and thus I was very familiar with it and comfortable with going through with it. As for SN, it's very new to me, and while I know what I'm doing, I am anxious. Any tips or suggestions to get over this anxiety (specifically building up the courage to actually drink the drink) would be appreciated.

Thank you guys,

Ryan

Are you planning a regimen with any meds? I guess the Benzos seem to be the thing that most who succeeded or failed have said kept them calm before hand.

 

[miguel6565]

Hope peace for you,i will miss you, good luck

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Will be sorry to see you go Ryan.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I know you only from your postings, you seem a good guy to me... Im sorry you feel that you have to go...

Ill burn a little candle for you

 

[Cancún]

im desperate to do it , but so fucking hard to do it si is the hell

 

[toomuchgrief]

Well OP still online. Phew. So Hugs OP.

 

[Ryan.s]

In case I disappear sometime this week.. I want to thank my sister @Lostandfound7 , I want to thank my brother @Sad_Autistic_boy_101 , in addition to @PrettyNoose , @RoseyBird , @itsmeagain , @toomuchgrief and of course NoLifeNoPain as well as Stan. Everyone tagged has helped me in very special ways, you each know how. Love you guys!

 

[I screwed up]

Good to see u here Ryan ... Take care brother

 

[Lostandfound7]

In case I disappear sometime this week.. I want to thank my sister @Lostandfound7 , I want to thank my brother @Sad_Autistic_boy_101 , in addition to @PrettyNoose , @RoseyBird , @itsmeagain , @toomuchgrief and of course NoLifeNoPain as well as Stan. Everyone tagged has helped me in very special ways, you each know how. Love you guys!

Love u more my dear, sweet brother..I have no words..

 

[kyle]

I hope you reconsider what you're thinking of doing. You can always talk to me if you need to. If I can't help, I'm truly sorry and I hope you go in the most peaceful way you can. Sending positive thoughts and hugs.

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you so much peace

 

[PrettyMoose]

In case I disappear sometime this week.. I want to thank my sister @Lostandfound7 , I want to thank my brother @Sad_Autistic_boy_101 , in addition to @PrettyNoose , @RoseyBird , @itsmeagain , @toomuchgrief and of course NoLifeNoPain as well as Stan. Everyone tagged has helped me in very special ways, you each know how. Love you guys!

I'm sorry that things have come to this. Love and peace to you.

 

[Ryan.s]

I'm sorry that things have come to this. Love and peace to you.

Will always remember you Matt

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[Squilliam]

I've taken SN in the past (was found before death), It took me a while to be ready to drink it, however, I found that listening to a song that means a lot to you, in my case I listened to something that had a beautiful sadness feeling. That might help.

I hope you find your peace

 

[itsmeagain]

In case I disappear sometime this week.. I want to thank my sister @Lostandfound7 , I want to thank my brother @Sad_Autistic_boy_101 , in addition to @PrettyNoose , @RoseyBird , @itsmeagain , @toomuchgrief and of course NoLifeNoPain as well as Stan. Everyone tagged has helped me in very special ways, you each know how. Love you guys!

Oh my goodness angel i had no idea...... pleaes send me a message soon <3