restingplace

restingplace

Emo corpse
Mar 7, 2024
116
There's a few songs I love with my whole heart and mean the world to me so I'll list a few.

Brother- Gerard Way (me and my best friend listened to it while it was heavily raining once, the meaning behind the song also describes our friendship perfectly)
Brother-Gerard Way

How to disappear completely- Radiohead (listened to this song religiously before my last attempt, signed off my note with lyrics to this song)
HTDC-Radiohead

Videotape- Radiohead (this song brings out so many emotions in me, it feels like someone slowly dying, very comforting and beautiful)
Videotape-Radiohead

Emergency contact- Pierce the Veil ( comfort song, listened to it right after my last attempt and it's just super calming)
Emergency contact-PTV

Sleep-My Chemical Romance (again comforting and super powerful, blasting it through My amps never fails to make me feel alive)
Sleep-MCR

Boring-The Brobecks (old friend used to love some of the brobecks, no longer see him. Boring was always a song I returned back to when life left unbearable, listened to it on new years with my best friends)
Boring-The Brobecks

A warm place-Nine Inch Nails (again feels like someone reaching the end of their life, painfully beautiful)
A warm place-NIN

is it just me who has songs like these that feel like the world to me or do you guys have some too because I'd love to hear
 
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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
728
Estranged by Guns N' Roses
 
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ToastInTheShell

ToastInTheShell

Professional Idiot
Mar 17, 2024
38
When I was a kid I had this IPod mini I took everywhere and I listened to the music all the time, it was chock full of 2010s songs and I would blast "now thats what I call music" playlists through my headphones. A bunch of them were super forgotten shit like Meghan Trainor and Jessie J (tho the nostalgia I have for them is also crazy lol), but songs like Riptide by Vance Joy, Hey Now by London Grammar and Take Me to Church by Hozier will always have a place in my heart.
 
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Namarupa

Namarupa

Student
Jan 24, 2024
112
Childhood:



Teenage years:



Adulthood:

 
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reclaimedbynature

reclaimedbynature

self-banned
Jan 24, 2024
58
Melanie Martinez - The Void, DEATH
 
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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

Cursed by God
Dec 9, 2022
315
Billie Eilish - What Was I Made For?
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Viva La Vida. It describes the rise and fall of my life. My life is a movie tragedy



I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead, long live the king
One minute, I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singin'
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason, I can't explain
Once you'd gone, there was never, never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
It was a wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh, who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason, I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singin'
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
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There are many songs I connect with, but right now I am connecting with this one:
 
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OICU812

OICU812

Member
Aug 31, 2023
34
A warm place-Nine Inch Nails (again feels like someone reaching the end of their life, painfully beautiful)
A warm place-NIN

OMG I thought I was the only one who loved this song. I always listened to "The Downward Spiral" during the height of my drug phase. That entire playlist always took me to my dark place, and that song always sounds so peaceful. It reminds me of Aokigahara, the suicide forest in Japan. That's my #1 bucket list CTB place when I'm ready.
 
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restingplace

restingplace

Emo corpse
Mar 7, 2024
116
OMG I thought I was the only one who loved this song. I always listened to "The Downward Spiral" during the height of my drug phase. That entire playlist always took me to my dark place, and that song always sounds so peaceful. It reminds me of Aokigahara, the suicide forest in Japan. That's my #1 bucket list CTB place when I'm ready.
Yesss the downwards spiral has such a powerful atmosphere to it, i love it
 
CocoToxBase

CocoToxBase

Experienced
Jan 8, 2024
288
All of NF's songs I completely relate to him and his lyrics
 
Jiyuurakka

Jiyuurakka

Discontinued Existence
Mar 22, 2024
126
There are many songs I connect with, but right now I am connecting with this one:

I can see how this can have a special place in a person's heart.
 
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Jiyuurakka

Jiyuurakka

Discontinued Existence
Mar 22, 2024
126
Bad Apple



I'm familiar with Touhou and play a few games from time to time. I have a lot of soundtracks that I feel extremely nostalgic to as well. This song takes the cake though. I feel a very deep emotional connection to this, such a great song with amazing visuals. The lyrics also speak to me in a very intimate manner.
 
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haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
258
Hardly ever smile(without you) - poison girl friend
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,155


Alright, let me explain. This movie came out at a pivotal point in my life. I was feeling upset about my animation degree not going anywhere because all the classes were impacted and it turns out I'm actually a shitty artist. This song convinced me to "let go" of these things that were troubling me.
 
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astrichaoz

astrichaoz

And if I were someone else, would this be easier?
Apr 15, 2024
27
Mind Electric by Miracle Musical
Easier by Crane Wives
Counting Sheep by Crane Wives
Adam's Song by Blink-182
 
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sapped

Member
Apr 14, 2024
5
Alone Again - Gilbert O'Sullivan

I Just Wasn't Made For These Times - The Beach Boys (the Jim James cover is really sweet too)

Rises the Moon - Liana Flores

Pitseleh - Elliott Smith
 
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melancholymallory03

melancholymallory03

Do cats live nine lives ? Or do humans ⏰
Feb 20, 2024
360
When I was a kid I had this IPod mini I took everywhere and I listened to the music all the time, it was chock full of 2010s songs and I would blast "now thats what I call music" playlists through my headphones. A bunch of them were super forgotten shit like Meghan Trainor and Jessie J (tho the nostalgia I have for them is also crazy lol), but songs like Riptide by Vance Joy, Hey Now by London Grammar and Take Me to Church by Hozier will always have a place in my heart.
Meghan trainor goes crazy, idk why I think she is so beautiful 🤩…. My crush …. Ahhh lmao so random sorry


I'm a high school lover

And you're my favorite flavor

Love is all, all my soul

You're my playground love

Yet my hands are shaking

I feel my body remains

Themes no matter, I'm on fire

On the playground, love

You're the piece of gold

The flushes all my soul

Extra time, on the ground

You're my playground love

Anytime, anyway

You're my playground love
🔥
 
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Ditto

Ditto

Member
Apr 26, 2024
27
Ditto - Newjeans.



This song has a story and it means a lot to me.
I love this song.
It also came out in a special moment in my life so i like that also :)
this song makes me have an emotional rollercoaster. Happy, sad, content, depressed, anything but stressed. this song is so peaceful
 
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Jiroscope

Lost
Apr 8, 2021
23
Star Shopping - Lil Peep



This music's the only thing keepin' the peace when I'm fallin' to pieces

Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason

A reason to shine, a reason like mine and I'm fallin' to pieces

Look at the sky tonight, all of those stars have a reason


Lil Peep was the first artist that I felt truely understood how I was feeling at the time, and introduced me to the whole genre. It's a shame he died so young, he was going to be so big.
 
set0553

set0553

самоубийство
May 16, 2024
128
Happy Days- "letting go", and "alone and cold" (DSBM)
They remind me of how I felt when I lost my best dog (friend) in 2018.. I know she's waiting for me..
 
katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
185
Clocks by Coldplay, i heard it a lot on the radio as a kid so it's very nostalgic for me, so is Hey Ya by Outkast.
This Eminem song that I heard for the first time when i was 11 got me into Eminem (who I ended up having a crush on). I vaguely remember having an ipod or something given to me that had a bunch of songs already downloaded on it, and the beat to this song got stuck in my head. I remember looking it up later and i was surprised at how old it was.
This song hits close to home for me, i had it on repeat for weeks when i first heard it.
 
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SickNSad2024

Member
Jun 3, 2024
14
By Myself- Linkin Park

I'm getting yelled at at work for saying I feel like I'm all alone. My coworkers say that they are always there for me but they aren't. I told them that my last day at work will be in 2 weeks. They asked what I wanted me to do as my "going away" and I suggested a restaurant and only 2 out of 20 people showed up, which shows no one really cares about me despite my boss saying everyone supports me.

She complains that I'm "never anywhere doing nothing" and when I listed the times that I did do things and she wouldn't know cuz she wasn't there...she dismisses it completely saying it's not about the past, it's about moving on in the future....why would I want to continue if I'm being treated as though I'm invisible. I was at a meeting once and halfway through, a coworker messaged me asking if I was joining them for a meeting, and he was sitting right next to me!! If no one can even tell I'm even there, then what is the point of living??? I texted him back saying I was sitting right next to him, so why the hell would he even text me that and he didn't even respond. So why am I living and working so hard when no one even notices??? Despite what they say about supporting me and being completely hypocritical...so my last day is going to be in 2 weeks...and I had made a mistake and "broke a rule" and they want me to do "a training"...to show everyone that I messed up...I have so much anxiety about this training, I have been cutting myself a little everyday....that I think by the time I have to do this training, I would have cuts all over my wrists and bleed to death...another time someone asked to borrow a pen and I lent him a pen...and he exited the room and came back in 10 minutes later and said he was surprised to see me. I told him I am the one who lent him the pen, and he said that was really strange because he saw the pen but didn't see me.

I plan to CBT in 2 weeks...can anyone relate to how I am feeling at work??? I am invisible...or I live in a parallel universe where I am working so hard and yet no one in the other universe can even tell I exist.
 
itsover246

itsover246

Life destroyed by SSRIs
May 11, 2024
34
By Myself- Linkin Park

I'm getting yelled at at work for saying I feel like I'm all alone. My coworkers say that they are always there for me but they aren't. I told them that my last day at work will be in 2 weeks. They asked what I wanted me to do as my "going away" and I suggested a restaurant and only 2 out of 20 people showed up, which shows no one really cares about me despite my boss saying everyone supports me.

She complains that I'm "never anywhere doing nothing" and when I listed the times that I did do things and she wouldn't know cuz she wasn't there...she dismisses it completely saying it's not about the past, it's about moving on in the future....why would I want to continue if I'm being treated as though I'm invisible. I was at a meeting once and halfway through, a coworker messaged me asking if I was joining them for a meeting, and he was sitting right next to me!! If no one can even tell I'm even there, then what is the point of living??? I texted him back saying I was sitting right next to him, so why the hell would he even text me that and he didn't even respond. So why am I living and working so hard when no one even notices??? Despite what they say about supporting me and being completely hypocritical...so my last day is going to be in 2 weeks...and I had made a mistake and "broke a rule" and they want me to do "a training"...to show everyone that I messed up...I have so much anxiety about this training, I have been cutting myself a little everyday....that I think by the time I have to do this training, I would have cuts all over my wrists and bleed to death...another time someone asked to borrow a pen and I lent him a pen...and he exited the room and came back in 10 minutes later and said he was surprised to see me. I told him I am the one who lent him the pen, and he said that was really strange because he saw the pen but didn't see me.

I plan to CBT in 2 weeks...can anyone relate to how I am feeling at work??? I am invisible...or I live in a parallel universe where I am working so hard and yet no one in the other universe can even tell I exist.
Pm me bro
 

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