whoineverwas225
Member
- Dec 26, 2023
- 7
i hate myself
i've been living a cycle for years and it's driven me to absolutely despising who i am. despite my attempts at changing this cycle i just get trapped over and over and over again. and while it's been going on for so long you'd think i really know how to understand exactly what im doing wrong and what im feeling. but i cant. thats why im on this site. every time i read posts and comments and discussions i see myself and my pain in other people and relate to it a lot. i want to tell the stories of what i feel and what the people here feel. its very raw and human and i feel like that's something that musicians are afraid of making art about. i'm not. im a musician and i'm starting to release a lot of music. i want my music to be relatable to human beings. i dont want it to be corporate slop that radios play and billionaires fund. i want real raw music to take over the world again and i want to help make that happen. so my reason behind making this post is asking people if they could share how they feel and if i can use it in my work. i want our voices to be heard and i want people to know that this stuff is real. this is life. life can suck. in a way that's kind of why its beautiful? idk. anyways i hope some people see this and are open to sharing :)
i've been living a cycle for years and it's driven me to absolutely despising who i am. despite my attempts at changing this cycle i just get trapped over and over and over again. and while it's been going on for so long you'd think i really know how to understand exactly what im doing wrong and what im feeling. but i cant. thats why im on this site. every time i read posts and comments and discussions i see myself and my pain in other people and relate to it a lot. i want to tell the stories of what i feel and what the people here feel. its very raw and human and i feel like that's something that musicians are afraid of making art about. i'm not. im a musician and i'm starting to release a lot of music. i want my music to be relatable to human beings. i dont want it to be corporate slop that radios play and billionaires fund. i want real raw music to take over the world again and i want to help make that happen. so my reason behind making this post is asking people if they could share how they feel and if i can use it in my work. i want our voices to be heard and i want people to know that this stuff is real. this is life. life can suck. in a way that's kind of why its beautiful? idk. anyways i hope some people see this and are open to sharing :)
