LadyAlastor
Fading In And out losing time with the two I love.
- Jan 13, 2020
- 151
(Kusho)
" well look at you, your a mess and yet your still fighting as if your going to win, you realize this is a losing battle don't you little soldier girl?
Why not just take the rope and kick the chair and throw in the towel, it's much better that way for you, for both of us"
(Me)
"You know as well as I do that i can't do that, I made a promise, and I'm keeping it, you can take me later, just not now"
(Kusho)
"Yet you had no issue doing when you were without them, let's be honest you've been at this for a long time and I know you want to let go with each passing day your urges build and build till you can't handle it and the cycle repeats itself, naturally most would say your not alone, well let me tell you somthing sweeite..you...are....alone, because when comes to me you are defenseless.. sure you can take one hell of a beating but only so much, just give in and let me love you the right way dear...let me embrace you"
(Me)
"Kusho You have made me suffer since I was 12 years old constantly everyday for years and when I think you're gone it's all a lie because you've always been been their Enjoying every minute of suffering !... It's all your goddamn fault! You did this to me!"
(Kusho )
" my fault?.... Me coming into existence was my fault?
No little soldier girl that was not my fault you can place to blame where it needs to be... in fact I'll do it for you, Because you and I both know the ones to blame were your mother and your brother.
that is the origin of all this, did not help that in your later years things just got worse and worse and worse if it wasn't them it was someone else close to you that you loved ,that you trusted with everything only for them to stab you and break you.
Don't you dare think I'm the enemy in this because I am sick of it, Because I am not a sickness I am a cure to your suffering that you are refusing and have been refusing for years"
(Me)
"And I will refuse it for 7 Years till They are ready to go It's not every day someone like me gets an opportunity to not die alone, that is a golden opportunity, a golden ticket and I am not about to rip it up and throw it in the fire no matter how tempting it is, I made a promise and if it's one thing you and I both know there are 3 things I care about in this world love, loyalty and secrets, I will be loyal to that promise Not even you can keep me astray from that Sure you get close but no cigar"
Kusho
" Well you better get your Rifle, gear and ammo soldier girl, Because of your stubborn promises I'm not giving up and I'm not stopping I don't care about your pact I care about freeing you, I love you And I don't like seeing you in constant mental anguish you may see me as your enemy but I'm your reaper, your demon to give you peace.
But if it's war you want then it is war I will bring, but after the war I shall bring about peace And that piece is you not being here but being with me You're an old soul that doesn't need to be here and a stubborn one at that"
(Me)
"Give me everything you got I'm not backing down and I'm not Giving in, I can't and I won't as much as I want to,
I have to wait and you know that so let the 7 year war continue I will give you my all like I always do "
(Kusho)
" Well you certainly don't disappoint in that category you definitely do put up one h*** of a fight. But Understand this I may be a sadistic cunt, Doesn't mean I don't love you any less And I'm never gonna stop saying I love you because I do so much I want to give you mercy that mercy that gives you that beautiful endless Rest, until then I'll see you on the battlefield keep your eyes peeled you're gonna need it "
(Me )
" Yeah.....you too kusho...you too"
" well look at you, your a mess and yet your still fighting as if your going to win, you realize this is a losing battle don't you little soldier girl?
Why not just take the rope and kick the chair and throw in the towel, it's much better that way for you, for both of us"
(Me)
"You know as well as I do that i can't do that, I made a promise, and I'm keeping it, you can take me later, just not now"
(Kusho)
"Yet you had no issue doing when you were without them, let's be honest you've been at this for a long time and I know you want to let go with each passing day your urges build and build till you can't handle it and the cycle repeats itself, naturally most would say your not alone, well let me tell you somthing sweeite..you...are....alone, because when comes to me you are defenseless.. sure you can take one hell of a beating but only so much, just give in and let me love you the right way dear...let me embrace you"
(Me)
"Kusho You have made me suffer since I was 12 years old constantly everyday for years and when I think you're gone it's all a lie because you've always been been their Enjoying every minute of suffering !... It's all your goddamn fault! You did this to me!"
(Kusho )
" my fault?.... Me coming into existence was my fault?
No little soldier girl that was not my fault you can place to blame where it needs to be... in fact I'll do it for you, Because you and I both know the ones to blame were your mother and your brother.
that is the origin of all this, did not help that in your later years things just got worse and worse and worse if it wasn't them it was someone else close to you that you loved ,that you trusted with everything only for them to stab you and break you.
Don't you dare think I'm the enemy in this because I am sick of it, Because I am not a sickness I am a cure to your suffering that you are refusing and have been refusing for years"
(Me)
"And I will refuse it for 7 Years till They are ready to go It's not every day someone like me gets an opportunity to not die alone, that is a golden opportunity, a golden ticket and I am not about to rip it up and throw it in the fire no matter how tempting it is, I made a promise and if it's one thing you and I both know there are 3 things I care about in this world love, loyalty and secrets, I will be loyal to that promise Not even you can keep me astray from that Sure you get close but no cigar"
Kusho
" Well you better get your Rifle, gear and ammo soldier girl, Because of your stubborn promises I'm not giving up and I'm not stopping I don't care about your pact I care about freeing you, I love you And I don't like seeing you in constant mental anguish you may see me as your enemy but I'm your reaper, your demon to give you peace.
But if it's war you want then it is war I will bring, but after the war I shall bring about peace And that piece is you not being here but being with me You're an old soul that doesn't need to be here and a stubborn one at that"
(Me)
"Give me everything you got I'm not backing down and I'm not Giving in, I can't and I won't as much as I want to,
I have to wait and you know that so let the 7 year war continue I will give you my all like I always do "
(Kusho)
" Well you certainly don't disappoint in that category you definitely do put up one h*** of a fight. But Understand this I may be a sadistic cunt, Doesn't mean I don't love you any less And I'm never gonna stop saying I love you because I do so much I want to give you mercy that mercy that gives you that beautiful endless Rest, until then I'll see you on the battlefield keep your eyes peeled you're gonna need it "
(Me )
" Yeah.....you too kusho...you too"
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