Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
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We're all dealing with our own internal struggles. Gut wrenching demons that eat us alive perpetually.
Why does it feel like the world is slowly becoming indistinguishable from a hell verse.
There have been many times during the past 20 years where it felt like the world was going to crash.
This time it feels different. Like we've crossed a point of no return. Things are getting worse.
The government and the 1% are happy to let us distract ourselves in every way we can.
I don't even think they care about this website. Not really. With all the power the people in charge have...
it doesn't make sense that they would allow not only this place but other ethically questionable places to continue to function. The more isolated we make ourselves the more they can get away with.
Forget what you see in the movies. The only thing needed for the world to crash is for the banks to crash.
Think of the banks like a tumor wrapped around the heart of society. So bad for the overall health but
at the same time its so intertwined with what we are that removing it will just kill us faster.
Haha. What a joke.
The question I have to ask myself is why do I even care. I want to die. I want to stop this circus and never ending useless existence that is my life. Yet still I keep look out to the world and worry about what the future holds. A major contradiction that I can't justify.
It all comes down to this 1st world depression. I don't really understand what struggle is. Not in my bones. Not deep in my soul. I just know the edge of the abyss. I don't know what it's like to fall in let alone struggle to climb out. I don't want to admit it. I want to sit in my sadness and be a victim.
For now, that's all I can do. Until the time comes to really decide what I want to do with this life.
Why does it feel like the world is slowly becoming indistinguishable from a hell verse.
There have been many times during the past 20 years where it felt like the world was going to crash.
This time it feels different. Like we've crossed a point of no return. Things are getting worse.
The government and the 1% are happy to let us distract ourselves in every way we can.
I don't even think they care about this website. Not really. With all the power the people in charge have...
it doesn't make sense that they would allow not only this place but other ethically questionable places to continue to function. The more isolated we make ourselves the more they can get away with.
Forget what you see in the movies. The only thing needed for the world to crash is for the banks to crash.
Think of the banks like a tumor wrapped around the heart of society. So bad for the overall health but
at the same time its so intertwined with what we are that removing it will just kill us faster.
Haha. What a joke.
The question I have to ask myself is why do I even care. I want to die. I want to stop this circus and never ending useless existence that is my life. Yet still I keep look out to the world and worry about what the future holds. A major contradiction that I can't justify.
It all comes down to this 1st world depression. I don't really understand what struggle is. Not in my bones. Not deep in my soul. I just know the edge of the abyss. I don't know what it's like to fall in let alone struggle to climb out. I don't want to admit it. I want to sit in my sadness and be a victim.
For now, that's all I can do. Until the time comes to really decide what I want to do with this life.