Someone here with anhedonia / pssd ?

[phersper]

Who is here because of pssd, strong anhedonia, in capability of feeling emotions, stimulants, sex drive, ed, cognitives issues, etc etc?

I bought my SN from TIG two weeks ago. I'm scared it's not pure enough but probably because of anhedonia I don't have the motivation nor the mental focus to do a blood test or whatever it takes to make sure it's some good sodium nitrite.

Fuck psychiatry, fuck the world who allowed this to happen to me. A LIFE RUINED. I'm no longer a player in this game, I just watch day by day the time passing by while being fully suicidal.

 

[Steve]

I have PSSD. For me it started from a GP prescription of benzos and snowballed from there. My life really was ruined.

 

[phersper]

I have PSSD. For me it started from a GP prescription of benzos and snowballed from there. My life really was ruined.

Very bizarre, normally benzos shouldn't give pssd. Mine started with escitalopram and lamictal and snowballed from there. I failed suicide, got into psych ward where I was forced to take MANY other medications… and now I m here, anhedonic as hell, weaning off my last med (olanzapine)… fuck psychiatry, they ruined our beautiful (at least mine was) life.

Very bizarre, normally benzos shouldn't give pssd. Mine started with escitalopram and lamictal and snowballed from there. I failed suicide, got into psych ward where I was forced to take MANY other medications… and now I m here, anhedonic as hell, weaning off my last med (olanzapine)… fuck psychiatry, they ruined our beautiful (at least mine was) life.

{{Btw I forgot, I m also addicted to benzos, so there s not just olanzapine}}

 

[RasinBoxECT]

I have strong anhedonia likely caused by my depression. I used to have a bunch of different hobbies but I slowly dropped them all because they stopped being fun. Almost everything I used to enjoy just felt like a chore after the enjoyment went away.
My emotions have become numb all around too. I don't get happy, mad, afraid, excited, ect. I can act out these emotions when I'm around other but inside I just feel empty.

 

[Pardoe84]

I got my PSSD from Cymbalta, i suffer from genital numbness, no libido, penis shrinkness, erectile dysfunction, premature ejaculation, low semen, watery semen, soft glans.

I was a very sexual guy. But now I cannot have Sex with this condition. Masturbating is very difficult. Even high dose viagra does not work sufficient.

I do not react to alcohol, coffee, THC anymore. With anhedonia all motivation is gone and no interests bring joy anymore.

 

[Huggs]

I have strong anhedonia. I also have PSSD, though it's not the reason I'm here, I have a healthy sexuality that got wrecked but this alone wouldn't have made me suicidal.
I don't know if there are people that have passed from using TIG SN. I've heard that it says less than 95% which is very worrying, I don't want to survive it.

 

[phersper]

I have strong anhedonia. I also have PSSD, though it's not the reason I'm here, I have a healthy sexuality that got wrecked but this alone wouldn't have made me suicidal.
I don't know if there are people that have passed from using TIG SN. I've heard that it says less than 95% which is very worrying, I don't want to survive it.

I also got mine from tig and in the package it says 99%. Are you planning on testing it? Is it yours also packed in a plastic wrap sealed container?

 

[Huggs]

I also got mine from tig and in the package it says 99%. Are you planning on testing it? Is it yours also packed in a plastic wrap sealed container?

I haven't received mine yet but do plan to test it.

 

[phersper]

I haven't received mine yet but do plan to test it.

Ok. I ll be glad if you ll let me know the results of the test once you ve received it :)

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Here because of same reasons, life used to be fine before i took those dam pills, i got lobotomised and chemicall castrated, severe anhedonia, depersonalisation, emotional numb, cognitive problems, male repruductive systen total destroyed, brain frog, severe imsonia, digestive problems. I just got destroyed by psyquiatric bs

 

[phersper]

Here because of same reasons, life used to be fine before i took those dam pills, i got lobotomised and chemicall castrated, severe anhedonia, depersonalisation, emotional numb, cognitive problems, male repruductive systen total destroyed, brain frog, severe imsonia, digestive problems. I just got destroyed by psyquiatric bs

I feel ya. It should eventually get better, but still, it sucks. You planned to ctb soon? Cuz I m very desperate and I ll probably end it in not more than 2 months (I'm 8 months in this shit new hellish life).

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

I feel ya. It should eventually get better, but still, it sucks. You planned to ctb soon? Cuz I m very desperate and I ll probably end it in not more than 2 months (I'm 8 months in this shit new hellish life).

My case its permanent, have not seen anothing improve, instead its getting worse. i'm also having this shit for the same time as you, i really need to ctb asap, cant stant this torture any longer

 

[phersper]

My case its permanent, have not seen anothing improve, instead its getting worse. i'm also having this shit for the same time as you, i really need to ctb asap, cant stant this torture any longer

What s your plan then if I can ask?

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

What s your plan then if I can ask?

Hoping SN to work, i'm in the process of getting it but not sure its leight... i see its ur method too, can u pm me your source just in case.

 

[TooConscious]

I sought medication from when I was young and was on strong prescriptions by 19 but was drinking and buying illicit drugs like benzos or hypnotics, I never experienced a period of even a day without worry of the future. So even when I was sure and confident I could successfully ctb. I could only assume this was deep seated fear of existence itself. I have lingered on our of skepticism about why I'm breathing in this shithole, should I say trying to breathe through beat up swollen sinuses that are so inflamed due to an allergy to this sick society.

 

[hellohello123]

I;m

Here because of same reasons, life used to be fine before i took those dam pills, i got lobotomised and chemicall castrated, severe anhedonia, depersonalisation, emotional numb, cognitive problems, male repruductive systen total destroyed, brain frog, severe imsonia, digestive problems. I just got destroyed by psyquiatric b

I'm on the same boat as you. I can't live like this.

 

[phersper]

I;m

I'm on the same boat as you. I can't live like this.

How long it's been? And by what meds if I can ask?
Since I got badly screwed it became for me impossible to enjoy the least thing in life and it's a chemical problem. People around don't understand, they think it's just d€ëPrEsSiœn, my gp too.

 

[hellohello123]

How long it's been? And by what meds if I can ask?
Since I got badly screwed it became for me impossible to enjoy the least thing in life and it's a chemical problem. People around don't understand, they think it's just d€ëPrEsSiœn, my gp too.

After getting injected with prolixin(antipsychotic medication), I felt it shoot up my spine and damage my brain. It felt like it was burning my brain. Literally fried my brain. Afterwards, I couldn't sleep, I had weakness in muscles arms and legs. I couldn't be comfortable or relaxed. I would be sitting down and I wouldnt be able to feel comfort from sitting down. It was hell. I'm still like this. It's been 8 months since the injection. What's your story?

 

[eashanm]

I have Anhedonia. I know the feel. Everything's a chore