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Doom

Doom

Student
Nov 21, 2022
108
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.
That's me! Here to suffer and then die. I sometimes feel that I have been cursed by almighty God himself for some transgression in a past life.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.

Most parents will never admit that they only see their child as a back up body, a vessel for their own selfish souls..
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
Oh yeah, this is simply true, but if you see it from their perspective it's a more pragmatic approach for them to make it all workable, it makes their own issues more approachable. Just a matter of priorities. Those that want to die will fixate on the idea that things can' t be solved and those that want to live will fixate on the idea that everything is up to the individual, so they aren't just ragdolls at the hands of fate and more privileged human beings.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,427
It's true that in this life so many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own, the reality is that life is such a terrible concept where chance determines everything and we have limited control over our circumstances. This makes me believe that it's always preferable to never exist at all, as those who never exist never have the capacity to suffer, they are saved from experiencing the burden that is existence and the reality is that bringing life here is such a tragic and cruel thing.

There's no real benefit to creating unnecessary problems all for no purpose which would inevitably be created by bringing life here. Suicide also makes so much sense to me, as there is nothing more ideal than permanently not existing. To continue to exist is only delaying the inevitable anyway so at least to me it's better to free myself to prevent more years of a pointless and painful existence.
 
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sunnyflower

Member
Feb 11, 2021
22
Shit life shit existence, living in hell! We should all have the right to leave when we choose. I am stuck in hell.
 
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Doom

Doom

Student
Nov 21, 2022
108
That's me! Here to suffer and then die. I sometimes feel that I have been cursed by almighty God himself for some transgression in a past life.
do you believe in karma? because all this bunch of bad things happening to me makes me think I'm cursed, like negative karma all around me. Some people always seem to get everything right, even when they do wrong; while others just get involved in tragedies no matter what, as if the universe were a conscious agent doing everything to ruin these lives.
 
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author

they/them
Jul 13, 2021
97
do you believe in karma? because all this bunch of bad things happening to me makes me think I'm cursed, like negative karma all around me. Some people always seem to get everything right, even when they do wrong; while others just get involved in tragedies no matter what, as if the universe were a conscious agent doing everything to ruin these lives.
I've definitely felt like I'm cursed. I dunno about karma, but so many bad things have happened to me that it's almost uncanny. I don't know if it's more comforting to think that it was all for a reason like a curse or that it happened without a reason and I was just really unlucky.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
"Some people believe being constantly reincarnated means everlasting suffering. Being alive is suffering for some creatures. You will find out what I mean" -Soul Blazer SNES final boss. Might explain why I'm skeptical of these threads. I feel like I'm constantly fighting the forces of evil
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
Hardwork is fun. Focus on your life and your suicide, then you are free from everything
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,874
Everyone likes a little bit of challenge, but many are given way too much in their lives. If you're lucky you get the right balance of it.
 
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Meaninglessness

Existence is absolutely meaningless
Nov 12, 2022
128
I am sorry for your life situation. If someone succeeds in life is not only about motivation - people have different capacities. Not everyone can be lucky in life. Because of overpopulation, which causes problems everywhere, we also have competition. People who are rich and heathty usually don´t understand the sick because we all live in the cave of Plato. The rich and healthy probably expect that everyone else should be able to function as well as themselves. It is also easy to be nonchalantly and mean when you are having too much fun. These people use to be overly optimistic and are in total denial of death and suicide - the same way the society is - and therefore they fit in perfectly.

It is no wonder that people are depressed when life is meaningless. People suffering from chronic pain and or chronic health problems should have the right to euthanasia - anyone should have the right to euthanasia whenever they want it for any reason whatsoever. We are living in a cruel and stupid time because of the lack of human euthanasia. Our pets are euthanazied at the vetenarian, but people are expected to suffer as long as possible before they die. The society tries to force humans to live in a world where we are all going to die anyway. It seems that the politicians consider man to be a god, not an animal, as we are. Through the course of history, not many people have dared to protest against injusticies. But most people have probably been too stupid to understand these wrongs and injusticies.
 
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Silent.Tears

Silent.Tears

Experienced
Nov 5, 2021
282
I know right. It's annoying when someone says 'it's going to be alright, just try'. Like, bruh how can you possibly know that?
I know myself and I know the basic pattern on which my life runs. It doesn't get better..
 
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Asiam

Asiam

Member
Nov 22, 2022
67
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.
Doom.. Dumb question but you weren't apart of the spw forums like a decade ago were you? I know it's a common word/name but I used to know a user named doom
 
brokenworld

brokenworld

Member
Aug 13, 2022
15
I don't believe free will exists at all.
 
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Hyd999

Member
Sep 10, 2021
82
I said something similar to my therapist a while back and he said its true we are all born at the beginning of our life and we are all gonna die at the end, but whats important is the part in the middle. And finding contentness in the middle part.

Thats what im having trouble with is finding contentness. And i have so many things in my favor but still want to die so bad cus i literally hate being a human. And im lonley as fuck.
 
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fayth2567

Member
Oct 18, 2022
62
sadly i think im one of those people who are born just to suffer and die
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.

Yeah, these hardworking so called "blessed" good people cannot stand when someone has a complex situation, because the solution is not easy, therefore they need REAL help beyond surface level, but they don't want to deal with them, so they rather victim shame them so that they don't feel guilty about it.
 
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sadanon3

sadanon3

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Sep 1, 2021
34
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.
I really do think some of us just have broken software/programming/whatever. that's part of what makes it hard for me. I know someone else in the exact same circumstances might be able to successfully pull themselves out of this. for whatever reason, I cannot. I'm sorry anon, I hope tomorrow is better.
 
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Doom

Doom

Student
Nov 21, 2022
108
I really do think some of us just have broken software/programming/whatever. that's part of what makes it hard for me. I know someone else in the exact same circumstances might be able to successfully pull themselves out of this. for whatever reason, I cannot. I'm sorry anon, I hope tomorrow is better.
no one can be in the exact same position as you, that would require them to have the exact same mindset you have, which is impossible.

That being said, if someone were in your position, that person would end up becoming you, so they wouldn't be able to get out of the situation they are in either.
 
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przeciwwymiotne

Be rude to me at all times, I don't deserve kindne
Jun 27, 2022
360
"hardworking" is just a hoax that people create to belittle the weakest, because if you can't succeed in life, they'll say it's because you don't put in the effort and they'll even say it's your fault, when in fact the situation is much more complex than that. Hardworking is useless for someone who is ugly, dumb, poor and depressed; people like that are bound to suffer. It's impossible to have any improvement in your life when you can't process elementary things thanks to low IQ or you can't even get out of bed because your mind is wracked by hundreds of mental illness and you are ugly as well so everyone will just despise you even more.
Some will blame me for not seeking help, but It's no use looking for help when i cant be fixed. Besides, even if I manage to get out of this, what difference does it make? as a nihilist, I see no reason to fight. Suicide is the only decision that makes sense in life, as everything becomes irrelevant if I simply cease to exist.
Most of us yea. I think maybe even all of us, but some get thaught how to live, some learn on their own. Some don't. Survival of the fittest. We should be grateful we live in a time where we get to complain about existence. Imagine you were some slave in Egypt or a pesant in middle ages.
 
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Doom

Doom

Student
Nov 21, 2022
108
Most of us yea. I think maybe even all of us, but some get thaught how to live, some learn on their own. Some don't. Survival of the fittest. We should be grateful we live in a time where we get to complain about existence. Imagine you were some slave in Egypt or a pesant in middle ages.
The whole history of humanity is cruel, full of suffering.
 
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flightless bird

flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
299
I. Fucking. Concur.
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
913
EXACTLY! I hate when people especially rich people say shit like there's nothing a person can't do they just have to work harder when they were handed things and were privileged. Motivational speakers like steve harvey piss me off because they always brain wash people into working harder even if it inhumane rather than the government/society changing. I recently saw a video of steve harvey "preaching" that successful people don't sleep because their working and you're just lazy. That is such disgusting advice cuz the lack of sleep is a huge killer and cause of many medical problems and again inhumane and people will eat that shit up and be brainwashed. no one is "lazy" the world is just too hard and fucked up. We were not made for all this crap. I also hate the struggling makes you stronger bitch no it's horrendous and traumatic there is nothing beautiful about it.
 
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ARW3N

ARW3N

Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
I'm non-religious but I'm impressed by the Buddha's assertion that all life is suffering. Everyone that is born suffers and dies. It's not just some people. It's everyone.
 
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autistocracy

autistocracy

angel
Dec 1, 2022
44
Most parents will never admit that they only see their child as a back up body, a vessel for their own selfish souls..
This just reminded me of my mom saying how she had me because she wanted purpose in life. So I was born to psychotic hypereligious family riddled with alcoholism, trauma, and substance abuse just because she wanted "purpose" (whatever that meant). It's funny because I actually wouldn't hold it against her if my family weren't so dysfunctional.
 
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Doom

Doom

Student
Nov 21, 2022
108
I'm non-religious but I'm impressed by the Buddha's assertion that all life is suffering. Everyone that is born suffers and dies. It's not just some people. It's everyone.

some people only experience suffering.
 

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