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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
so its not super last minute im doing it tomorrow just setting up now

using a old laptop cord, im having it tied over my door, someone told me they don't recommend the muscle relaxers so it seems im dipping out on those, any other advice?

for reference my closet door is about 6ft, im 5'7, 180 pounds and will fast tmrw before doing it

also im wanting to look somewhat pretty, ive never had a chance to look pretty in this life i didnt have proms or dances or dates, and even if its death this my last chance to glam up even the slightest, im considering trying to curl my hair (i rlly dont know how to 😭) and maybe find some cute jewelry or an outfit

any advice on the suicide portion though is appreciated i want to make sure this works
 
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Warriorsfan

Member
Jun 15, 2023
180
I'm not sure laptop cord is strong enough ?
You should read the hanging megathread.
 
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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
I'm not sure laptop cord is strong enough ?
You should read the hanging megathread.
oh its a thick ass cord thats why i was gonna use it, ill go through what i have tho and see about using something different

i cutted some sheets up before and made a slipknot noose from that but i lost it
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,825
Do you have the strongest, longest laptop cord in the world?

i cutted some sheets up before and made a slipknot noose from that but i lost it
One can always remake that if they wished to~
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
Do you have the strongest, longest laptop cord in the world?


One can always remake that if they wished to~
i doubt its the strongest but i have done a test run of pulling on it super hard,

yes but i dont have any other sheets i can rlly cut up, ill have to try to find the original
 
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tercermundista

tercermundista

I really hate Argentina
Apr 23, 2024
104
I hope you have luck, because I'm not confident in partial suspension anymore. I'm going to go for full suspension, even though it scares me.
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
im not that confident in partial either but ill be on my tippy toes so it should work, thank u tho
I hope you have luck, because I'm not confident in partial suspension anymore. I'm going to go for full suspension, even though it scares me.
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
im not that confident in partial either but ill be on my tippy toes so it should work, thank u tho
Hey are you still alive or no did you go through with it??? 😳😳😳
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
Hey are you still alive or no did you go through with it??? 😳😳😳
i aint done it yet, gonna spend this weekend with my nieces so they have one last good memory with me then im doing it monday night
 
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Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
245
i aint done it yet, gonna spend this weekend with my nieces so they have one last good memory with me then im doing it monday night
I tried 3 times and still alive.
 

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