thefarter
i don’t smoke
- Dec 10, 2025
- 145
hey.
someTimes i lowkey wake up (today) and immediately my brain attacks me with every single label i have been bullied with over the last 4 years.
and it really sucks.
and my mind is clearly obsessed with finding meaning in everything so i usually just lay down and work thru every single thing i remember doing in my life, whether it was 'bad' or 'good' and i try to dissect it and figure out if i was actually acting maliciously or, if it was a 'good' thing, whether i was only doing it so people thought i was 'good'.
anyway i conclude that i really need to die.
i can't wait đź«© only a few days until my real ~death journey begins.
someTimes i lowkey wake up (today) and immediately my brain attacks me with every single label i have been bullied with over the last 4 years.
and it really sucks.
and my mind is clearly obsessed with finding meaning in everything so i usually just lay down and work thru every single thing i remember doing in my life, whether it was 'bad' or 'good' and i try to dissect it and figure out if i was actually acting maliciously or, if it was a 'good' thing, whether i was only doing it so people thought i was 'good'.
anyway i conclude that i really need to die.
i can't wait đź«© only a few days until my real ~death journey begins.
