damned
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- Nov 7, 2021
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well, i saw i post that explaining step by step how to suicide by sodium nitrate.
i have read the entire procedure...
i don't catch the part of going to hospital,.....
and rivotril to stop convulsion with 1 or 2 mg? this is really serious??
i use rivotril for over 10 years now, that drug suposed to create dependance, not for me.
+ i have taken 7mg on day,the only thing i had is a little bit of my leg more feeble
i have atttemp to commit suicide many time.i'm suposed to have lose my sight,have damage to my brain,the suicide with 300mg of anti-spychotic gave me maniac sudden nerve becoming harder during 15 minute and sleep 18h
another one in 1992.twice ,i had 2 full flagon of nerve depressor and take them all,and before dying,there some step,the disgestion failed and if your poisoned to vomit, so i have vomit all i took.and shit everywhere.it took me strenght to take a cold shower to wash me before feeling my spirit was near me.i don't know well how far i go for seeing things outside our physical reality.and i had to spend 2h to wash my appartement before my girlfriend noticed what i have attempted to do.the pot of juice to hydrade me were heavy for me this moning tough
2 week later,i got my hand on a full flagon of strong medicament stronger than valium, and take all that we a couple of beers.
but this time,the morning, i have been cought again by my family and my girl friend's mother and fews friends of my ex girl.they bring me to take a cold shower to save me.(but it's a waste of time anyway) and it took my less than 8h to recover.
in the end,what i saw, i'm begining to be desesperate for solution via ingestion method.
in the receipt a saw for the step by step killing yourself with sodium nitrate, you will need to take more than 30mg of clonazepan(rivotril) to expect what it is mentioned in the post to calm you when dying
i had some constipation to death and spend over 20 days before going to bathroom, and then,again it change nothing,(and it's not the first time)
the system defend itself like crazy.
some poeple take 3 years to hope to lose 40lb or more, i had to stop shit medication to lose 28 lb in less 4 month
and well,with all i've been trough life, i was suposed to lose my mind.
everytime i see a doctor, some panicking and don't understanding.
the shot in mai that i attempted suicide by capsule of morphine(statex) i was talking to someone that i was sure to not be tracked
i need to talk to someone before i die,but i have been cough be the cops that bringed me to the hospital
the risk was to sleep and stop breathing.
i'm stupid,and not lucky i guess.
i wonder if there some kind of solution like potassium cyanide
but the youtube video i have to make that,the guy shallow the power before our eyes what the fuck?
so, doing chemical receipt is to be taken seriously to be sure to succeed to make the chemical by tight process.
i've spend 4 days of research to make N and this require chemist knowledge and skill.and i don't talk about the prices of lab material :(
i live in a prison country here.but to know the song
suicidal supossed to be a sin, and everyone trying to save you but the fact that all it's orchestrated to continue to make you suffer longer
and the end, the SN suicide method can kill you, but if you miss out,you will take one ticket to hospital and being diagnostigued with heavy depression and if you are not lucky, you will have the worse pill that make you a zombie like prozac
i just hope to find something usefull.
good luck if you try the SN thing.
i do thing the most rapid and accurate death if it's by lethal injection of chimical that i don't know so
if you know, please tell me, i'll be gratefull.
PS:i just realize that i have very high resistance to drug, ex:rivotril have a long list of long term side effet damage.
the only one i have is a little bit memory lost so,it put me amount general poeple who forgot to note some few things out
i have read the entire procedure...
i don't catch the part of going to hospital,.....
and rivotril to stop convulsion with 1 or 2 mg? this is really serious??
i use rivotril for over 10 years now, that drug suposed to create dependance, not for me.
+ i have taken 7mg on day,the only thing i had is a little bit of my leg more feeble
i have atttemp to commit suicide many time.i'm suposed to have lose my sight,have damage to my brain,the suicide with 300mg of anti-spychotic gave me maniac sudden nerve becoming harder during 15 minute and sleep 18h
another one in 1992.twice ,i had 2 full flagon of nerve depressor and take them all,and before dying,there some step,the disgestion failed and if your poisoned to vomit, so i have vomit all i took.and shit everywhere.it took me strenght to take a cold shower to wash me before feeling my spirit was near me.i don't know well how far i go for seeing things outside our physical reality.and i had to spend 2h to wash my appartement before my girlfriend noticed what i have attempted to do.the pot of juice to hydrade me were heavy for me this moning tough
2 week later,i got my hand on a full flagon of strong medicament stronger than valium, and take all that we a couple of beers.
but this time,the morning, i have been cought again by my family and my girl friend's mother and fews friends of my ex girl.they bring me to take a cold shower to save me.(but it's a waste of time anyway) and it took my less than 8h to recover.
in the end,what i saw, i'm begining to be desesperate for solution via ingestion method.
in the receipt a saw for the step by step killing yourself with sodium nitrate, you will need to take more than 30mg of clonazepan(rivotril) to expect what it is mentioned in the post to calm you when dying
i had some constipation to death and spend over 20 days before going to bathroom, and then,again it change nothing,(and it's not the first time)
the system defend itself like crazy.
some poeple take 3 years to hope to lose 40lb or more, i had to stop shit medication to lose 28 lb in less 4 month
and well,with all i've been trough life, i was suposed to lose my mind.
everytime i see a doctor, some panicking and don't understanding.
the shot in mai that i attempted suicide by capsule of morphine(statex) i was talking to someone that i was sure to not be tracked
i need to talk to someone before i die,but i have been cough be the cops that bringed me to the hospital
the risk was to sleep and stop breathing.
i'm stupid,and not lucky i guess.
i wonder if there some kind of solution like potassium cyanide
but the youtube video i have to make that,the guy shallow the power before our eyes what the fuck?
so, doing chemical receipt is to be taken seriously to be sure to succeed to make the chemical by tight process.
i've spend 4 days of research to make N and this require chemist knowledge and skill.and i don't talk about the prices of lab material :(
i live in a prison country here.but to know the song
suicidal supossed to be a sin, and everyone trying to save you but the fact that all it's orchestrated to continue to make you suffer longer
and the end, the SN suicide method can kill you, but if you miss out,you will take one ticket to hospital and being diagnostigued with heavy depression and if you are not lucky, you will have the worse pill that make you a zombie like prozac
i just hope to find something usefull.
good luck if you try the SN thing.
i do thing the most rapid and accurate death if it's by lethal injection of chimical that i don't know so
if you know, please tell me, i'll be gratefull.
PS:i just realize that i have very high resistance to drug, ex:rivotril have a long list of long term side effet damage.
the only one i have is a little bit memory lost so,it put me amount general poeple who forgot to note some few things out
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