Sodium Hydroxide

[Rantartion]

Hiya, I'm a bit new on this site. How is everyone? (I'm assuming not great.)
Anyway, back on topic. I am planning on committing suicide sooner or later.
My question here is it seems like there's literally nothing I can find for Sodium Nitrite and I feel they don't sell it anywhere near me and I don't want to use my card to buy it, plus it's sold out like everywhere on ebay and stuff.
Is Sodium Hydroxide a good replacement? I mean, it seems like it causes a hell of a lot of pain. But at this point I don't care as much anymore - I just want to die.
I have a good dopamine blocker and such that was prescribed to me.
And if yes how much would you recommend i take? I'm not to knowledgable on the subject - so i would love some help.

 

[RichardFirst]

It is absolutely not a replacement for SN. Sodium hydroxide, or caustic soda as it's called is used to clear drains. I've no doubt that chugging it would kill you, but it would do so very, very painfully.

If you're not knowledgeable in methods to CTB, then you are not ready to CTB. A lack of preparation and knowledge means a failed attempt, and that will make a future attempt all the more difficult. This forum offers a lot of information, so you need to do your homework and find the method that works for you.

Good luck.

 

[Rantartion]

Alright, thank you. I'll keep looking - I appreciate the help.

 

[downndone2]

Please do not use this method. It'll burn your insides out.