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Ichigo

Ichigo

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Jun 15, 2023
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i wish i could be vulnerable around others but its so scary...I think subconsciously i feel so terrified of being rejected that id rather avoid the risk of rejection by not talking at all. im so terrified of reaching out..and. I always just get afraid and chicken out. It like i take one step forward and then go two steps backwards with this socializing thing.
 
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todeswunsch

todeswunsch

On overtime in life
Oct 19, 2023
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Social anxiety is hard
I feel so lonely but my anxiety makes me avoiding people and connection
I wish I could be normal and just allow myself to talk and open up to ppl
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

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Sep 30, 2023
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I used to have terrible social anxiety yet it's not too bad now.
I pretend that people are holograms and it helps ease the stress of social interactions.
 
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pawlessz

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Nov 15, 2023
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i wish i could be vulnerable around others but its so scary...I think subconsciously i feel so terrified of being rejected that id rather avoid the risk of rejection by not talking at all. im so terrified of reaching out..and. I always just get afraid and chicken out. It like i take one step forward and then go two steps backwards with this socializing thing.
i have social anxiety and honestly just forget about it, people suck you dont need them, im happy by myself
 
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springleaf

springleaf

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Nov 12, 2023
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i think of it like this: personally, if someone considered me trustworthy enough to be vulnerable around me, i would appreciate that and definitely not reject them, because i am not a shitty person. so, if i reached out to someone and they rejected me, i would probably consider them a shitty person -- and that is not the kind of person i would ever want to be vulnerable with -- so, in the end, it's actually not bad that they rejected me : ). (but i know that that's easier said than done, and i often feel the same as you do...)
 
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