What has prevented your CTB so far?

[seasonedfries]

Any reasons?

 

[Lady Laudanum]

To spite random people who make an account just to ask questions like this

 

[seasonedfries]

To spite random people who make an account just to ask questions like this

Is this some sort of offence that I'm not aware of?

 

[sugarb]

Is this some sort of offence that I'm not aware of?

Your tone could be construed as off/trolling. I personally don't care though either way, so-

I don't want to take the risks I'd have to take to get a gun to shoot myself with, so I have to wait until I get a car/license. And I'm just generally not that desperate

 

[seasonedfries]

Your tone could be construed as off/trolling. I personally don't care though either way, so-

I don't want to take the risks I'd have to take to get a gun to shoot myself with, so I have to wait until I get a car/license. And I'm just generally not that desperate

Is it really out of the ordinary on this site? I just thought this was a commonly asked question which is why they were so annoyed.

 

[Lady Laudanum]

Is this some sort of offence that I'm not aware of?

No I'm just trying to be funny

 

[seasonedfries]

No I'm just trying to be funny

Great, I was worried I had been rejected by this community on my first post.

 

[sugarb]

Is it really out of the ordinary on this site? I just thought this was a commonly asked question which is why they were so annoyed.

In the months I've been here I've seen the same question phrased differently (ex: "What's keeping you from CTB?"), it's just the delivery that's atypical lol. gives off a vague impression of being someone curious about the suicidal who doesn't really care, thus the snarky response

 

[Lady Laudanum]

To answer your question though, I had my driver's license and firearms license suspended after a suicide attempt 2 weeks ago. I'm going back to school in 1 week and going to live in dorms with roommates so sodium nitrite is probably not an option. And that's why I'll be wasting space on this planet for the foreseeable future.

 

[sugarb]

Great, I was worried I had been rejected by this community on my first post.

Nah don't worry lol there are a lot of people much more offensive than you

welkommen!

 

[seasonedfries]

In the months I've been here I've seen the same question phrased differently (ex: "What's keeping you from CTB?"), it's just the delivery that's atypical lol. gives off a vague impression of being someone curious about the suicidal who doesn't really care, thus the snarky response

Yeah, I get that. I asked the question since I've been holding off from CTB for a while now. I always come up with a different excuse. It's frustrating. I just wanted to see if other people have a similar problem and what it's like for them.

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

I still need to do a few things and go through the process of purchasing a firearm, and there are factors in my life making it difficult.

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I got plans

 

[HarryCobean]

Honestly, cowardice.I always worry that just saying "cowardice" will sound flippant, but it's basically the entire truth.

 

[sugarb]

Yeah, I get that. I asked the question since I've been holding off from CTB for a while now. I always come up with a different excuse. It's frustrating. I just wanted to see if other people have a similar problem and what it's like for them.

Understandable ^^

 

[lovelesslifeless]

Pain. I don't believe in a totally painless and peaceful method nor a painless death. If it's not pain than it's extreme discomfort.
I know it's inevitable but It's a different kind of hell when you want to escape suffering, when fully aware that the process will only cause you more.

 

[AllHopeIsLost]

Hope for recovery. Fear of the unknown. Affect on family.

 

[Nephy]

I just wanted to finish a heart project .. but it's done now .. so I will ctb very soon.

 

[VeryShy]

Still no relatively painless and effective method.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I've already tried a few times but have failed. I was an idiot and told my parents about my more recent attempts because I was starting to feel better and now I won't be able to ctb anytime soon due to it being too risky.

 

[justkatie]

Mainly because I want things to be better and I still have some stupid thread of hope that if I continue in my dreadful life things might become better.

If someone told me I was going to die tonight I would shrug.

 

[leloyon]

Still got some stuff I want to do before I go, just doesn't feel right yet. If I'm gonna check out, I don't want to be dwelling on "I never got to do this", "I will never do that" etc.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Waiting for my Dad to go first. Plus, I'm sure the fear of failing an attempt is going to be difficult to overcome. You?

 

[Remember]

Can't stand the sadness it would cause my family and the people who care about me. If they just did not care I'd have been out of here years ago, because I'm sure not living for enjoyment of life.

 

[failure383]

Any reasons?

I don't know either, but good reasons are,

1. that I don't want my mother to mourn over me,
2. I don't want to embarrass myself yet again with an unsuccessful attempt a suicide
3. My method of choice requires items, that I can't hide when living together with my mother. Also I would have to buy them in a way, that raises no suspect.

 

[BecomingTired]

Any reasons?

Waiting for me to move to uni dorms, SN order would be intercepted otherwise

 

[i822oedb1]

i really don't want to do that to my parents. they're pretty old so i've been planning on waiting until they go before i can ctb, but it's getting more difficult to wait every year. at this point if a super convenient and effective method presented itself to me before my parents go i might not wait

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Is this some sort of offence that I'm not aware of?

Think your wording was just a bit harsh lol. Ouch But they joke.

 

[Nefer]

Money and partner

 

[SoulWhisperer]

Lack of resources, literally. I don't have a method ready otherwise I would've been gone already.