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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
690
Thinking of buying drinks and cigarettes, I would like heroin but I have no idea where to find it. I haven't celebrated this shit for 7 years, now it won't be any different, locked in the room again and again alone and in the dark
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
This year, I'll probably kill myself. Best for everyone to just have one day to remember.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
6,828
Ever since my 15th birthday I've got to celebrate my biggest mistake. Everyone insists on celebrating. I just want to forget.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Same thing i do every day, Pinky.
Try to take over the world.
 
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RottenDeer

RottenDeer

Rotten to the core.
Feb 29, 2020
157
Not much, really. My best friend insist on celebrating, so we do something small.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Nothing, I just end up wishing I had ended it before another birthday passed.
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Take some time off from work, go to school. My birthday just passed actually. I was hoping to go out to eat kbbq with my family and drink for the first time, but I had to study for a midterm, which I failed :(
 
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Ask1999

Member
Oct 25, 2020
8
Thinking of buying drinks and cigarettes, I would like heroin but I have no idea where to find it. I haven't celebrated this shit for 7 years, now it won't be any different, locked in the room again and again alone and in the dark

Have you tried looking on the app called KIK
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
I pretend it doesn't exist. Kids are getting too old for me to get away with that, so I guess I'll just have to do it.
 
antigone_iris

antigone_iris

Wizard
Oct 25, 2020
651
Probably my next birthday is going to be a boring day like any other. Last year I spent it alone with music and alcohol. Cheered myself up doing some shopping.
 
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WitheringAway

WitheringAway

Ima shake the champagne bottle...
Jun 23, 2020
404
Nothing. My own family doesn't know my birthday so.
 
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Reiraku

Reiraku

Member
May 5, 2020
69
I don't celebrate my birthday either, it's just a regular day to me. Although my parents insist on giving me some money, so that's nice I guess. If I feel like it, I'll drink some alcohol, but that's it.
 
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WritingLove

WritingLove

Member
Oct 16, 2020
12
I still live at home, my dad really wants to celebrate. We don't really have family so usually it's me, my brother, him and my stepmother and her parents. Most of the time I'm in the kitchen preparing snacks because I don't like being in the room.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
I will be alone for most of it. Like every year I will get very sad and eventually shed some tears.
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
It's my birthday this week. I was meant to be meeting some old friends, but I can't now because of new lockdown restrictions implemented over the weekend.

It's going to be my first birthday where I'm truly alone. I'll probably just do what I do every other day now - smoke some weed, and have a drink on my own. And probably cry.
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
223
Mine was in July, but I was sitting at home and drinking solo. There is my friend's birthday this week and we'll do the same, meh.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Eat pizza and think about dying
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,589
I really dislike my birthday, and like to pretend that it does not exist. Though there are a few individuals who insist on celebrating it for me anyway, and that makes me feel uncomfortable.
 
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deleted

Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
690
I really dislike my birthday, and like to pretend that it does not exist. Though there are a few individuals who insist on celebrating it for me anyway, and that makes me feel uncomfortable.
if you do not impose limits people will do whatever they want with you, since I cut ties with my parents I owe no satisfaction with what I do with my life
Eat pizza and think about dying
I think I'll buy one, the food in my house makes me sick
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Absolutely nothing, as you get older birthdays seem to get less and less interesting and you have less reason to celebrate in my opinion. I usually just play video games and maybe get take out food. But it doesn't really differ much from day to day life, I kinda like it that way to be honest. I hate getting loads of attention.
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
I use it as an excuse to get my mom to take me to the museum, even though we've been to the same one at least six times now. I don't care for gifts or cakes, but getting to spend some time with her on that one day of the year is very special to me.
 
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catscradle

catscradle

Now I will destroy the whole world
Jul 10, 2020
85
this year I ate sushi and I think I watched a movie.
 
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gcarb

Member
Oct 26, 2020
24
This year I did nothing, just responded to the wishes and cut the cake my mum and dad got.
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
My birthday is on 31 dec., which makes it ultra depressing to be alone on a feast day :(
But I prolly won't have one this year, cos I can't bare it much longer.
It's pathetique, but so be it.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,284
I don't celebrate my birthday. If anything I might wear a black armband to symbolize what a dark day it was. I have no friends apart from my gf and she's gone now anyway. I've hated my birthday since i was little.
 
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Marchioness

Marchioness

Eternal sleep
Feb 17, 2020
296
Depends on how I feel the month before, sometimes I travel to places I've never been and celebrate big. Other years I spent time alone or do things I would do any other day, like go to work.