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- Feb 18, 2020
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Talked to my sister today. We live in different countries. I am open about ctb with my family now, they are too far away to be able to stop me. And I am all by my own here.
She wants me to start a treatment again, to give life another chance.
But I am so tired. All I want is to rest.
I really don't know if I can handle until the end of January (my son is coming). Maybe is better to leave before.
I can't function anymore. Probably won't be able to go back to work when the holidays are over...
My son is coming to meet me in these conditions. I don't want him to see me this way
She wants me to start a treatment again, to give life another chance.
But I am so tired. All I want is to rest.
I really don't know if I can handle until the end of January (my son is coming). Maybe is better to leave before.
I can't function anymore. Probably won't be able to go back to work when the holidays are over...
My son is coming to meet me in these conditions. I don't want him to see me this way