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OverIt1976
No joy, no peace. Apathy reigns supreme
- Aug 8, 2024
- 20
I'm laying in bed. 2:37pm. Just got fired from yet another shitty job. Too lazy to walk to living room to open laptop and type, so mobile phone it is. I've decided, after three attempts over the last 2 decades to do it, CTB, as it's called. Don't really care what friends (if I still have any), or family thinks. Well, there is a caveat. My mom and dad. In their late 70's. I was hoping to last long enough for them to be gone before I did it. But fuck everything. I dint want to hurt them, but I know this will. And all I can think about is who will take care of my dog. How fucked up is that? Worrying about my dog. I cry when I look at her, worried she will be shipped off to the pound, or euthanized by "family" who won't give a fuck. Just so tired.