
LooksAtMoonDog
Too Long in the Wasteland
- Nov 10, 2020
- 719
Of course you can't really fight entropy, it's just the ultimate losing battle.
I haven't had a bad life, in fact many ways a good one, but I just don't see anything in the future that's worth going on with. I don't really want anything life offers, and find it increasing difficult to do anything. Laundry, shopping; Jesus I'll just have to do them again next week. Etc.
Nothing ahead but more bother over nothing, more effort, more disability, more loss, more pain.
Feel like I could just sit down in my comfy chair and do nothing till I die, but dehydration would probably drag me to the faucet.
OK, just ranting, rambling...
I haven't had a bad life, in fact many ways a good one, but I just don't see anything in the future that's worth going on with. I don't really want anything life offers, and find it increasing difficult to do anything. Laundry, shopping; Jesus I'll just have to do them again next week. Etc.
Nothing ahead but more bother over nothing, more effort, more disability, more loss, more pain.
Feel like I could just sit down in my comfy chair and do nothing till I die, but dehydration would probably drag me to the faucet.
OK, just ranting, rambling...