Venting so much love in my heart

[ruru_241]

theres a chance he'll see this but oh well ..

why wasn't i born near him at all, or lived in his contry. it sucks so much because i want to hug n love him. i have so much love in my heart that i don't know how to express it or can only be done in real life. things would be so much easier if i lived closer. i love him so much i could explode. I wonder if we'll be reborn closer, so i can finally hold him. I get suicidal over the most stupidest reasons like him forgetting to say "goodnight" because he passed out, (sometimes only) him leaving for work/school, with IRL friends, etc. I'm jealous of people who get to see him IRL because i can't.​

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope you get to be with your lover in person, I'm sure they would be heart broken if you passed. Best of luck

 

[ruru_241]

I hope you get to be with your lover in person, I'm sure they would be heart broken if you passed. Best of luck

ahaha thank you but they aren't my lover. they're someone i love and also my FP.

 

[Lulzacruel]

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i hope you get to see your amigo before you catch the bus or recover
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[MrDarkness]

ahaha thank you but they aren't my lover. they're someone i love and also my FP.

Ohhh my band, remember your life has an impact no matter what, so be careful with what you say and do, you can either makes someone day or ruin it, so be careful best of luck

 

[ruru_241]

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i hope to see him before HE does .. but thank you for kind words

 

[Lulzacruel]

i hope to see him before HE does .. but thank you for kind words

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[cami]

sending love your way.