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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

I'd like to leave the world as a better place
Sep 19, 2023
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A friend of mine just died way too young. He was successful, had good kids, loved in the community, . . . I could go on. My heart hurts so much. I hate how everyone on here is suffering and can't get help, and then people who seem to be doing okay in this existence just get fucking cancer. And now his kids have no dad, so more suffering. It's so hard. I just wanted to post something I guess. He's dead and I'm self-pitying. But work doesn't stop. I have to go in tomorrow. Gotta get caught up while carrying this weight. I just feel so small in this world. I can't help anyone, least of all myself.
 
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