bigwomanbigwoman123
Member
- Sep 9, 2023
- 31
im nothing more thaan a burden
I know, I almost get jealous when I hear about someone getting killed.
picklemeow
I hate it all, just let me die
- Jun 24, 2023
- 122
i wish I could give my life to them, they want to live and I don't.
SecretDissociation
Suicide enthusiast
- Sep 11, 2022
- 100
I think about this everyday and have yet to find an answer... Death is so mysterious but also it is just death, a measly annoying process that comes and goes without warning. Who knows who it will kill next
AInilam
Student
- Dec 17, 2023
- 173
It's such a cruel joke, and it's always really good people who wanted to live the most. Everything is so backwards, it almost feels like it's done by design.
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I think about this constantly. So many good people dying by freak accidents, cancer, as victims of war etc. and if I could, I would trade my life for theirs in a heartbeat. Bit morbid, but when I heard of my grandmother's passing two years ago I was overcome by a sense of jealousy. Which sounds absolutely psychotic I know, but I think a few of you could relate. I didn't shed a tear at her funeral because I knew she was finally at peace, in heaven, and no longer suffering. I've spent every night since I was at least 17 praying I wouldn't wake in the morning but am still here taking up space, while other people who so desperately want to LIVE are robbed of that opportunity. I will be ctb soon and I wish I could just trade spots with someone so it wouldn't feel so much like a waste of life. Like I'm actually doing something good and useful for once.
Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
- 2,733
Years ago, I almost died in a narrowly-avoided head-on collision when a drunk driver came across the median. Within that same year, a single mother with young children lost her life from a head-on collision. It's really not fair. I didn't think it was then, and I still don't. I was supremely "lucky" and simply had a scary moment with zero wear and tear on my car.
She, a woman with multiple people who depended on her, had to die. I, a useless 20-something with a massive chip on my shoulder who wanted to die, was spared. Where's the logic in that?
She, a woman with multiple people who depended on her, had to die. I, a useless 20-something with a massive chip on my shoulder who wanted to die, was spared. Where's the logic in that?
Aim
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- Sep 12, 2023
- 945
I ask myself the same. If it was possible to give away my life. So that someone else that was healthy could live. I would do it immediately.
Actually I wished it was allowed with assisted suicide. Because then they could actually use some of my body to save someone else.
Actually I wished it was allowed with assisted suicide. Because then they could actually use some of my body to save someone else.
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When i was wishing to die before having to do it my self, the son of a relative died of a car crush. I was so jealous I cried so hard, I never even met the guy!
Yeah, I used to feel this guilt too. There was a lady at work who had children and cancer and I thought how unjust it all was that I would be quite willing to die now and feel trapped here and she was desperate to survive. Life is messed up.
