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MexicanTravels

MexicanTravels

Pokémon Master
Sep 6, 2018
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
"In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move." -Douglas Adams

Just in time for Christmas, my three bottles of N have arrived! I bought them from A using Bitcoin and went regular post. It only took 6 days to arrive in North Carolina. A was very polite during the whole process and even gave me a tracking number when I asked for it.

I'd like to thank most of you for the company you've provided me for the past few months, but now with my method in hand, it looks like it's almost time for me to clock out. I'm still waiting for my antiemetics, but those should come soon as well. Once they arrive, and I get all my affairs in order, I'm going to book a hotel room in a nearby town and CTB. I've even got a cute little bag to keep all my supplies in!

drawstring_bag,x1404-bg,f8f8f8.jpg


(For those of you not up to date with your Pokémon, Munna is known as the "dream eater" Pokémon and Musharna is known as the "drowsing" Pokémon, so I thought it was a fitting design for my sleep kit.)

I might get on SS every once in a while until then, but for now, this is ¡adiós!
I was just noticing your back. Did you try to ctb yet?
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Fish bro!
 
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lifeisbutadream

Warlock
Oct 4, 2018
733
Of course! "A towel is about the most massively useful thing an interstellar hitchhiker can have. Partly it has great practical value. You can wrap it around you for warmth as you bound across the cold moons of Jaglan Beta; you can lie on it on the brilliant marble-sanded beaches of Santraginus V, inhaling the heady sea vapors; you can sleep under it beneath the stars which shine so redly on the desert world of Kakrafoon; use it to sail a miniraft down the slow heavy River Moth; wet it for use in hand-to-hand-combat; wrap it round your head to ward off noxious fumes or avoid the gaze of the Ravenous Bugblatter Beast of Traal (such a mind-boggingly stupid animal, it assumes that if you can't see it, it can't see you); you can wave your towel in emergencies as a distress signal, and of course dry yourself off with it if it still seems to be clean enough."


Soon you will really get to visit all those places!
 
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Crazy I

Crazy I

Madman
Nov 28, 2018
61
I wish you good luck and safe travel to the other side
 
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Tncfef

Member
Dec 25, 2018
27
i wish you paniless and peaceful death.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Wishing you a peaceful journey to the other side. Hugs
 
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furax53

Student
Nov 13, 2018
191
good trips and rest in peace
 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
Thanks for replying to my private message.

Rest in peace.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,553
Wishing you the best … I haven't been on much lately because I have been busy.
May you find the peace we all long for. :)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,553
Not yet. I am waiting until after the holidays are over.

I wanted to do it before the holidays but I didn't want to ruin them for my family. (Also have been a coward) (Terrified of failing as well) :(
I guess it doesn't matter when we ctb … it's going to be painful around the holidays.
 
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MexicanTravels

MexicanTravels

Pokémon Master
Sep 6, 2018
209
Tonight's the night! Wish me luck everyone! If I don't log back in after a month or so (the amount of time I would be in a psych ward), then I have succeeded.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Tonight's the night! Wish me luck everyone! If I don't log back in after a month or so (the amount of time I would be in a psych ward), then I have succeeded.
Good luck...... if you're staying at a hotel, you should be drinking the N. soon, right ? you want as much time before housekeeping enters your room tomorrow... hope everything goes well with you tonight
 
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Hunter

Hunter

Experienced
Sep 14, 2018
260
I know we only exchanged a few messages but I enjoyed hearing your thoughts on things. I wish you peace and believe you'll succeed. May your suffering end.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,320
Tonight's the night! Wish me luck everyone! If I don't log back in after a month or so (the amount of time I would be in a psych ward), then I have succeeded.

Being as our interactions have sometimes,
under particular circumstances been a
little strained, i want you to know l wish you
luck on your journey.

Seeing as we'll probably never speak on
here again, l hope you find peace and, tbh,
i respect your courage a great deal. Safe
travels.
 
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ouvreyes

ouvreyes

シシ
Oct 7, 2018
131
Good luck man, rest easy.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I wish you best of luck for tonight. Thank you for helping me to get my N. You always were there to answer my sometimes silly questions. Sincerely Thank you. I will follow you soon :)
 
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Politecat

Politecat

Member
Dec 9, 2018
56
I may have never talked to you personally, but I have seen you and how you have affected this community, thank you for being with us. We'll see you soon enough. Goodbye!
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Every night for the past 3 months, i pray that i don't wake up from my sleep... i hope you feel this way when you drink all your N.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
"In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move." -Douglas Adams

Just in time for Christmas, my three bottles of N have arrived! I bought them from A using Bitcoin and went regular post. It only took 6 days to arrive in North Carolina. A was very polite during the whole process and even gave me a tracking number when I asked for it.

I'd like to thank most of you for the company you've provided me for the past few months, but now with my method in hand, it looks like it's almost time for me to clock out. I'm still waiting for my antiemetics, but those should come soon as well. Once they arrive, and I get all my affairs in order, I'm going to book a hotel room in a nearby town and CTB. I've even got a cute little bag to keep all my supplies in!

drawstring_bag,x1404-bg,f8f8f8.jpg


(For those of you not up to date with your Pokémon, Munna is known as the "dream eater" Pokémon and Musharna is known as the "drowsing" Pokémon, so I thought it was a fitting design for my sleep kit.)

I might get on SS every once in a while until then, but for now, this is ¡adiós!

That sure is a cute bag haha. I'm glad you've set everything up so well - it sounds like there's no way to fail!

Good luck.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Adios amigo, gracias for making me LOL.
Be safe.
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
47
Doing ok man? See you are still logged in. Having second thoughts? Troubles? It's ok either way just wanted to check. If it's nothing sorry...if it's something then you don't HAVE to do it tonight, or at all for that matter. If it's not right, it's not right. Thinking about you no matter which.

I believe he's gone now. Probably just checked his phone one last time from his car before ctb.

Here's the note he left, from another thread:

Here's my note to my sister. I am going to send her a delayed email.

-------------

If you are reading this, I am dead.

First, I would like to thank you and the rest of the family for caring so much for me. None of you are at fault. I needed to do this for myself. My health was deteriorating and I wanted to meet death on my own terms.

How did I die? I ingested 3 bottles of Nembutal. My death was painless.

Now, some housekeeping is in order.

Regarding my Body:
My body is in the silver Ford Focus I used to drive near the house. Try to find it before it decays too much. I should be in a diaper to prevent fluids from leaking onto the car.
Once you've called the police, call 800-417-3747. This is the number for Science Care. They will take my whole body and sell useful parts of it to scientific organizations. Included in this service is free transportation of the body and cremation. Mamá and Papá won't have to pay a dime.
If Science Care doesn't accept me, try MedCure: 1-866-560-2525.

Regarding my Work:
In my hard drives is all the art that I have made. If you receive requests to print copies of my art, you can find all the pieces on there. Use the highest quality pieces. Please note that you need a MacBook to access the hard drives. I have left my MacBook behind. Go to your local computer dealer and tell him to reformat the computer to have a fresh computer. ***** can keep a copy of her portrait. I should also be receiving copies of my work through the mail. If you must, donate my pieces to the Nasher Museum of Art or the Cameron Art Museum.

Regarding my Stuff:
You or ****** can keep my books. There are very valuable and rare books in my collection so try not to just give them away. You can keep my computer, my iPhone, and the money in my ******* account. I have left some undeveloped photo film on my bed. Develop the photos when you can.

Again, thank you for being my sister. I will forever cherish our time together. See you on the other side when the time is right.
 
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Hunter

Hunter

Experienced
Sep 14, 2018
260
I believe he's gone now. Probably just checked his phone one last time from his car before ctb.

Here's the note he left, from another thread:
So matter of fact in tone and in his arrangements. I truly hope he passed on his own terms.
 
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Hunter

Hunter

Experienced
Sep 14, 2018
260
It strikes me that he drank three whole bottles. It seems risky to ingest so much.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
It strikes me that he drank three whole bottles. It seems risky to ingest so much.
what's the risk? the risk seems to me is not drinking enough so that you don't CTB
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
47
It strikes me that he drank three whole bottles. It seems risky to ingest so much.

In the PPH, I recall 170lbs was listed as the max weight for 2 bottles. Based on photos, he may have been around 180-190 and wanted to be sure. Each bottle is 100mL.
 
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