Discussion So Lonely

[Ryan.s]

I feel so lonely. I'm going to try to CTB again tonight. Do any of you guys just get so lonely at night?

 

[Oyoy]

I feel so lonely. I'm going to try to CTB again tonight. Do any of you guys just get so lonely at night?

Daytime is no cherry pie.

 

[Ryan.s]

If I don't check in by tomorrow morning, I successfully hung myself. Tell whoever (the admin I guess) to cross out my name if I don't check in tomorrow. Bye everyone, Thank you for everything.

 

[LivideLamb]

Nights are such a lonely time...

If you pursue your decision to cbt I can only wish you the best. A painless way to go and peace.
Best of luck x

 

[DCS]

The night is the only time of day i feel free. I feel peace. So when the summer comes and the days are going to be longer, i will ctb aswell.

 

[Steamm]

I'm so lonely too. Don't know the reason I keep living like that

 

[Indieblue]

Hope you find peace.

 

[Nem]

Sorry to hear things are rough, I deal with loneliness as well. Wishing you an anxiety free period as you are pondering your decision
Peace/hugs

 

[Inmyhands]

Look after yourself Ryan.s -- I hope you find peace and calm. We'll all be here for you if you want to return for any reason. You may feel lonely but you're not alone on SS ♡

 

[Marktheghost]

I'm always lonely, day or night!

I hope your suffering ends soon Ryan.s .

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm so lonely too, I wish you a peaceful transition.

Strength and hugs ❤

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Loneliness kills.. Sending you some light...

 

[s1mplem3]

I feel lonely and actually live alone for 30 years. Everyday I wake up in an empty room where no one to say good morning. I've fail last time cause I was scared to go alone. I really hope I'll find a partner in here or just anyone to spend the last moment.

 

[Darkhaven]

I don't feel lonely per se, i just find my life to be very boring and repetitive, and being alone most of the time is the main cause for that.
The thing is, i actually like being alone, and if i could get a house of my own i think i would feel a lot better.

 

[Thinker]

good luck

 

[FailingAtLife]

I don't feel lonely per say, i just find my life to be very boring and repetitive, and being alone most of the time is the main cause for that.
The thing is i actually like being alone, and if i could get a house of my own i think i would feel a lot better.

I've a house of my own and I'm still on here.

The thing to keep in mind is that whatever you do, whomever you meet & wherever you go, *you* will always still there. So a change of situation won't necessarily remove thoughts of ctb. Trust me; I've spent the majority of 20 years changing my situations, praying each time that the ever present wish that I was no longer here would finally vanish.

But sadly, it doesn't work that way; *I'm* still the common denominator every damn time...

 

[Darkhaven]

I've a house of my own and I'm still on here.

The thing to keep in mind is that whatever you do, whomever you meet & wherever you go, *you* will always still there. So a change of situation won't necessarily remove thoughts of ctb. Trust me; I've spent the majority of 20 years changing my situations, praying each time that the ever present wish that I was no longer here would finally vanish.

But sadly, it doesn't work that way; *I'm* still the common denominator every damn time...

Thanks for the encouragement, mate! Really appreciated it!

 

[FailingAtLife]

Thanks for the encouragement, mate! Really appreciated it!

Wasn't aiming for encouragement or discouragement, my friend; just stating that pinning ALL your hopes on an external thing changing to "fix" you on the inside isn't really realistic. Sure it'll boost you & give you a great focus for awhile, for sure, but unless your reason for wanting to ctb is *SOLELY* down to your unhappy living situation (which'd honestly really surprise me; most people don't decide to commit suicide just because they hate their living arrangements), then I'm simply saying you should just be prepared for the ctb feelings to return at some point - once the novelty of the new abode eventually wears off.

*Nothing* acquired can be new & unexplored forever, can it...?

 

[Darkhaven]

Wasn't aiming for encouragement or discouragement, my friend; just stating that pinning ALL your hopes on an external thing changing to "fix" you on the inside isn't really realistic. Sure it'll boost you & give you a great focus for awhile, for sure, but unless your reason for wanting to ctb is *SOLELY* down to your unhappy living situation (which'd honestly really surprise me; most people don't decide to commit suicide just because they hate their living arrangements), then I'm simply saying you should just be prepared for the ctb feelings to return at some point - once the novelty of the new abode eventually wears off.

*Nothing* acquired can be new & unexplored forever, can it...?

First of all, i never said it would take away my ctb feelings. I just said it would make me feel better. And that's something i KNOW for a fact.
Second i only mentioned getting a house and being alone because that's what goes more in line with what the OP was asking about (feeling lonely and wether or not that affects people). I'm not "pinning all my hopes on" getting a house to "fix me on the inside". You just assumed that. I have more than just that to keep me still trying. It's people like you who give this site a bad name.
Don't try to drag others down your drain. Being independent didn't help in Your case? I'm sorry to hear that, but don't go around spreading negativity towards others, otherwise you're just making it seem as if you actually enjoy making life seem hopeless to everyone.

 

[FailingAtLife]

First of all, i never said it would take away my ctb feelings. I just said it would make me feel better. And that's something i KNOW for a fact.
Second i only mentioned getting a house and being alone because that's what goes more in line with what the OP was asking about (feeling lonely and wether or not that affects people). I'm not "pinning all my hopes on" getting a house to "fix me on the inside". You just assumed that. I have more than just that to keep me still trying. It's people like you who give this site a bad name.
Don't try to drag others down your drain. Being independent didn't help in Your case? I'm sorry to hear that, but don't go around spreading negativity towards others, otherwise you're just making it seem as if you actually enjoy making life seem hopeless to everyone.

You are quite correct; I did misunderstand/misinterpret what you said - pretty much entirely(!); apologies. Failed to take in the context of your comment.

Still, people have off moments, dude; just because someone seems a bit less optimistic in a post doesn't mean they're rooting for ANYONE to ctb. They're just not necessarily having a great day themselves and are only human...

 

[Darkhaven]

You are quite correct; I did misunderstand/misinterpret what you said - pretty much entirely(!); apologies. Failed to take in the context of your comment.

Still, people have off moments, dude; just because someone seems a bit less optimistic in a post doesn't mean they're rooting for ANYONE to ctb. They're just not necessarily having a great day themselves and are only human...

I know man, i didn't mean to offend you.
I wish you well and hope you can feel better in the future and find some degree of happiness and fulfillment in your life, for real.
We are all here for a reason. Life is already ruthless with us, no point in being here tearing at each other.

 

[FailingAtLife]

I know man, i didn't mean to offend you.
I wish you well and hope you can feel better in the future and find some degree of happiness and fulfillment in your life, for real.
We are all here for a reason. Life is already ruthless with us, no point in being here tearing at each other.

Thanks for that reply, my man; don't mind admitting I was actually preeeetty afraid you would "tear" at me...!

I'm honestly *not* good at dealing w/ firefights (esp. on social media, where you can make an honest mistake or are misinterpreted & everyone then proceeds to flame you).

I'd like to think that this *doesn't* happen often on this forum, given the likely fragility of its members' states of mind...(!)

 

[crazy1]

Yep, lonely most the time. hugs

 

[hunthunt]

Lonely since I lost all hope

I hope you find peace, hugs.

 

[waterbottleman]

I'm a night owl, I actually feel better at night.

 

[departing]

I'm lonely twenty-four hours a day. Long ago, I pushed all of my friends away.

 

[Lostnotfound]

I feel so lonely. I'm going to try to CTB again tonight. Do any of you guys just get so lonely at night?

Yes every day and every night. I am here if you want to talk

 

[Steamm]

I think Ryan finally made it. Hope you find peace.

 

[FailingAtLife]

I think Ryan finally made it. Hope you find peace.

I was going to ask later if he'd managed to ctb in the end. He'd said he was going to try hanging. Dunno if he'd tried before & had been unsuccessful. Hopefully, he's now found his peace.

 

[toomuchgrief]

I just saw him online 5 hours ago. At 11:28 PM at night of March 7, in USA time. I also saw him in the chatroom earlier too.
Click on his nickname and it said he was online few hours ago too.

He will be back.

His posts he said he try hanging before 12 times but fail.