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dospi1
Member
- Nov 18, 2021
- 87
I really wonder how could one person like myslef even been born at all, ugly, dumb and useless, what sort of unlucky star i align for someone like me to be born. I dont even know why i could ever expect anyone to like me, im such a pathetic thing and all the people that i can talk to is trough a persona i manufactured to look like someone normal, but i can not keep this the people that talk to mask dont like me they like the mask, this "coping" somehow lead me to being even more lonley than before i really dont get it, people dont like me, i dont understand people, im not even sure i would like for people to like me anymore, yet i need it, im so lonely that it it hurts my chest. i just dont got ay determination, any will left in me, i really cant keep going, yet here i am, am so so pathetic i wish i had anything left in me at all.