So incredibly zoned out

[SaulGoodmanxX]

Lost my job a little under two months ago at a tire place, my fault but it still obviously hurt to lose otherwise. I didnt super love it or anything but it was for the most part tolerable while i wait to start college in August. The new job search has been stupidly slow and sluggish. Im on two antidepressants and havent taken either in nearly a month. I dont think they've ever done too much but i think they helped a little. All this to say ive come to have zero motivation, which i know has caused me to fuck things in the past. And i feel its almost inevitable ill fuck whatever new job accepts me and ill fuck college up. But its whatever im just getting annoyed, i wish there was an easy way to CTB, something quick, impulsive, and clean. But oh well.

 

[DeathWish3301]

Lost my job a little under two months ago at a tire place, my fault but it still obviously hurt to lose otherwise. I didnt super love it or anything but it was for the most part tolerable while i wait to start college in August. The new job search has been stupidly slow and sluggish. Im on two antidepressants and havent taken either in nearly a month. I dont think they've ever done too much but i think they helped a little. All this to say ive come to have zero motivation, which i know has caused me to fuck things in the past. And i feel its almost inevitable ill fuck whatever new job accepts me and ill fuck college up. But its whatever im just getting annoyed, i wish there was an easy way to CTB, something quick, impulsive, and clean. But oh well.

Job loss happens. Not to say it doesn't suck or isn't a loss; it is. But you can always get another.

If your goal is to try to feel better, not taking the antidepressants isn't going to help.

You said you're going to fuck up your next job and college, as well. Sounds like you're not giving yourself a chance and setting yourself up for failure (self sabotage).

Unfortunately there is no "easy" way to check out. That's the shitty truth of it. If there was, and lot of people including myself would've taken it.

What do you plan on you majoring in?