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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
I'm tired. So fucking tired. I'm done with this life. I'm done with everything. I feel like an MS-Diagnosis is a pretty valid reason if having BPD, depression, ADD and PTSD wasnt enough. I'm done, i can say it no other way. I'm so so so done. Please just let it be over. I just want it to be over. Even when i have good times either i have a mood swing and fall down in a hole or i fuck it up myself and trigger myself or whatever. Its just so fucked up. I'm sitting here with my cable and just want to do it, but there seem to be things holding me back. I know that in this situation i should get help, i should call a crisis line or just go down to my caretakers but i cant. I dont want to be a burden all the time. I just want it to be over. I dont know what to do.
 
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deletedaccount30982

Illuminated
Mar 10, 2020
3,430
I'm so sorry life has put you in this position.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much, existence certainly is too cruel. But anyway best wishes.
 
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BojackHorseman

BojackHorseman

The View From Halfway Down
Feb 8, 2023
149
I'm so sorry life has dealt you such a shitty hand, I really am. I wish you the best and I will keep you in my thoughts.
 
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Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
Have you looked into MMS (chlorine dioxide) for the MS?
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
460
I am so, so sorry. People don't realize how much they take their health for granted. There's nothing scarier than realizing you have declining health. I can relate.
 
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Emo slut 🤮
Aug 28, 2023
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Have you looked into MMS (chlorine dioxide) for the MS?
as a means of dying, or dipshit Qanon style "cure"? Also as a method including pain and efficacy, what would you rate it? I've become interested in exploring it as a viable option for CTB
 

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