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hunthunt

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Ive got a lot of cocaine (7 mg), 2 bottles of 1 liter of vodka and registererd and the cheapiest hotel of my town, and a lot of zopiclones, already tried my setup for partial hanging on the bathdoow, works perfectly fine. I have written a letter to my family but there are even 2 sketches of them in my bagpack, the only thing that asked them for please is not tell my ex about it and dont talk about this with noone except the family, I jus fucking hate the neighbors where I live.

So that's it, I will probably writte a little bit later when I had something to say, because right not those levels of dopamine could make weite a book, but tht book would suck anyways


cheers.
 
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safe travels ❤️
 
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I'm sorry it's come to this. I wish you good outcomes going forward. Journey well
 
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hunthunt

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I'm sorry it's come to this. I wish you good outcomes going forward. Journey well


Thanks, you know what, I never felt comforable anywhere, school, jobs, groups of people, complicated conversations, even interacting with my own fucking family it felt off, I would say that the only time I was happen was fucking around with that girl and now that I know that I will end my shitty life.

Sorry for being so overluydramatic, I going to stop a bit lol
 
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Have peace, and a safe journey. Hugs
 
Jean4

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I understand, and will not try to stop you. Please write if you want to say anything before you go on your journey. Even if it is a novel :)
 
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I wish you a quick & peaceful exit.
 
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JoeFailure

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this has been great so far, pretty sure it will end with what Im Looking for.

I wish you peace in whatever form you're seeking. What is the end you're looking for, if I can ask? Something better, another chance, or nothingness?
 
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i hope everything goes well and smoothly , a safe travel
 
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hunthunt

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Well I toock Ialmost every gran of coke and had a lot of chatting with ol friendsm having some crazy sex on pc, and whwn un rato aone aoutise pero umust valw loud overload so dint look ther, but I fleet cool and powerful with ethe shit and now ecveryrhinh gooes to ends'i have rhis weir feeling of takwn likw 100 mg or ZOpiclone and being sedates but at eh same time my buoy hurst horrifically

Im partiall hanging in the next 20 minutos, if donr repluy durNT THW DAY.i will moes certainly in a better place that all you /not im planet eart)a

good look fellas, ne mice to know everyon and negver forget that happiness is ths simply thing of laif, get a musical instrimen, get an atrik pait some sjitty Picasso remake, whatever, don let you brain and fucking evil ideas like, having varuis sexy partners, etv

serry mi english and absoliyedly overrdose

see ya
 
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hunthunt

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COKE OVERDO ITS AUWFULL AN WE ALL KNOW IYET WE CANT STOPUNG DRINKING VODA AN TAKINS OTHER DOE BUT I HAVE ALONE DIUN IIN SINCE FRIDAY LATEM i WINDER HOW CLOE IM NO A COLLAPSMY KMY BODY IS LA GIANT ROCK TREMBINLG IN THE OCEAN.
YERO BUT IS WAS PRECAVID IN THIS WON
AKREADY TOO LIKE 1000 GRAMS OF ZOPICLONE
IS LIKE MU HEART RUNS LIKE A MOTHERFUCJER BUT THE REST WANTS TO FALL TO TGROUNS
I WOUL SAY THAT IS GREAT
STILL CONSIDERING ALL ABOUT THE HABG SO THIS CUJD VE
MY LAS POST
 
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Good luck and safe travels hunthunt. I'll catch up with you on the other side :hug:
 
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I'm so sorry you're suffering, @hunthunt. I wish you quick relief and peace, whatever happens. Journey well (((hugs)))
 
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As he's not been on since his last post I think he successfully ctb.
Safe travels ❤️
 
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hunthunt

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sorrry writting from the hospital, I made the big mistake of talk to a girl on wathasp very fast and giggling she knw, call a frien, my sister and the police, i was ready to use the rope, now im the public enemy nr one, because in my shithole contry no ones gives a fuck a abou addicted and crazy people.

ban me if you want, i will fin the the way even faster becasue and sad and mad (and fucking hig

I dont want to live anymore, why is so hardm but take a serious advice and paint it in red, if theres hell in earth it must be burning cocaine

that shit ruined my life

bye
 
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I'm very sorry to hear that @hunthunt and yes, it sucks when people don't respect your decision/wishes, and mostly want to feel better about themselves. I hope you find peace one way or another.
 
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sorrry writting from the hospital, I made the big mistake of talk to a girl on wathasp very fast and giggling she knw, call a frien, my sister and the police, i was ready to use the rope, now im the public enemy nr one, because in my shithole contry no ones gives a fuck a abou addicted and crazy people.

ban me if you want, i will fin the the way even faster becasue and sad and mad (and fucking hig

I dont want to live anymore, why is so hardm but take a serious advice and paint it in red, if theres hell in earth it must be burning cocaine

that shit ruined my life

bye
Hi
jusy checking in
How are you? :(
 
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Hugs/Peace ❤️
 
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farewell, i hope you find what you're looking for.