So...I think I want to CTB solely because of money

[JinZhin]

It might sound stupid as I am not homeless and can afford to live under a moldy roof and have a device to type this on, but I have concluded that I have been wanting to die for q very long time due to money.

My parents should not have had me. I wan an accident. That and some other bad shit ended up in my parents never talking, growing up with only on parent who would later comme uninvited and would not help financially even though it was not impossible. The amount of financial stress I carry even from childhood is sometimes paralysing.

I developed anorexia when I was 15. But what I almost never tell people it that it had a lot to do with always being broke and stressed out. (Frankly since this inflation started I'm slowly going back to it since I can't bear this madness)

Fast forward to now to now being in university. It's going terrible, without going into detail, mostly because, you guessed it, money, and I doubt if I'll ever be able to graduate.


Something tells me my degree will be worthless, no matter how fancy the field is.


I just have no hope, if one has to fight o hard for a life that is not even held that dear, why bother?

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Values of degrees tend to deflate as petroleum runs out

This will apply to all degrees

 

[novem]

What is your field of study?

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so stressful and unbearable being in that situation and I'm sorry that you are going through this. It is awful constantly worrying about things. This life really can be so depressing and one of the most horrible things about life is that there is no limit as to how bad things can get. I wish you the best and I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens.

 

[JinZhin]

What is your field of study?

math

 

[novem]

math

Go into data analysis and statistics - any industry needs it, but finance pays the most. You will have bright future in front of you. Visualize your success and you will quit this idea you are too young and healthy to ctb this early.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Go into data analysis and statistics - any industry needs it, but finance pays the most. You will have bright future in front of you. Visualize your success and you will quit this idea you are too young and healthy to ctb this early.

Possible if they go into finance they may want to CTB even more. Finance types and other parts of the nonproductive/speculative/parasitic sector of the economy tend to CTB more. But your choice of career seems reasonable . The psychopaths at the US pentagon always need more of these data types for their mass surveillance dystopias

Finance sector is number 5 according to this study for suicides . All the sectors ahead of it are obviously due to the grim nature of the work involved

Top 10 Jobs with Highest Suicide Rates | Choices Psychotherapy

Almost every job has some sort of level of stress. A number of things can create employment nerve-wracking. So what are the jobs with highest suicide rates?

choicespsychotherapy.net

 

[Pain In The Ass]

It might sound stupid as I am not homeless and can afford to live under a moldy roof and have a device to type this on, but I have concluded that I have been wanting to die for q very long time due to money.

My parents should not have had me. I wan an accident. That and some other bad shit ended up in my parents never talking, growing up with only on parent who would later comme uninvited and would not help financially even though it was not impossible. The amount of financial stress I carry even from childhood is sometimes paralysing.

I developed anorexia when I was 15. But what I almost never tell people it that it had a lot to do with always being broke and stressed out. (Frankly since this inflation started I'm slowly going back to it since I can't bear this madness)

Fast forward to now to now being in university. It's going terrible, without going into detail, mostly because, you guessed it, money, and I doubt if I'll ever be able to graduate.


Something tells me my degree will be worthless, no matter how fancy the field is.


I just have no hope, if one has to fight o hard for a life that is not even held that dear, why bother?

If I won the lottery right now, it would solve my problems enough to buy me another 20 years or so, rather than CTB in the next year. I could buy my own place where I can be on my own and sleep well, which helps chronic pain a lot, and I could buy enough Oxy and Xanax to cope with the pain, at least until the drugs kill me, and I'd never have to worry about working in excruciating pain, and I could set up a music studio that enables me to work around the pain. Money is resources.

 

[novem]

Possible if they go into finance they may want to CTB even more. Finance types and other parts of the nonproductive/speculative/parasitic sector of the economy tend to CTB more. But your choice of career seems reasonable . The psychopaths at the US pentagon always need more of these data types for their mass surveillance dystopias

Finance sector is number 5 according to this study for suicides . All the sectors ahead of it are obviously due to the grim nature of the work involved

Top 10 Jobs with Highest Suicide Rates | Choices Psychotherapy

Almost every job has some sort of level of stress. A number of things can create employment nerve-wracking. So what are the jobs with highest suicide rates?

choicespsychotherapy.net

There is a flaw in all these reports - generalization. They don't go deep enough because they are providing a summary. Modern day slavery is stressful everywhere. Yes the OP will suffer from anxiety but it can be treated with medicine, poverty on the other hand is treated with money and that is what OP needs. Life is going to bring anxiety to everybody. It is important to spot the moment when you suffer from anxiety and treat it otherwise you will keep doing wrong things like i did. I wish i realized sooner that anxiety was my problem.

 

[lostmylove]

I always believe it's dam shame people die because of money. Personally I'm a socialist I think it's unacceptable really that people want to horde money.

My experiences of having money always made me feel terrible and just escapism.

I've had lot of privileges in life and it must be harder for lot of people due to being victim of circumstances. No fault of their own.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I always believe it's dam shame people die because of money. Personally I'm a socialist I think it's unacceptable really that people want to horde money.

My experiences of having money always made me feel terrible and just escapism.

I've had lot of privileges in life and it must be harder for lot of people due to being victim of circumstances. No fault of their own.

People will always die for money. Resources are finite. Ideology does not change this.

This has been going on for thousands of years and will likely go on for thousands of years hence

 

[lostmylove]

People will always die for money. Resources are finite. Ideology does not change this.

This has been going on for thousands of years and will likely go on for thousands of years hence

Ideology would change it. A radical one. The liberal democracy crap is the key cause of why everyone's so unhappy.

Think that's going to get steamrolled very soon though when people realise they don't want to send their sons off to fight Russia. Can see big changes in the future coming this way.

Or the opposite way universal basic income everyone living in similar type houses etc.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Ideology would change it. A radical one. The liberal democracy crap is the key cause of why everyone's so unhappy.

Think that's going to get steamrolled very soon though when people realise they don't want to send their sons off to fight Russia. Can see big changes in the future coming this way.

Or the opposite way universal basic income everyone living in similar type houses etc.

Ideology does not change the fact that earths resources are finite.

I'm sorry you have fantasies around this subject. Shortages of goods And services will always exist. If you have a way to prove that you can create something out of nothing the world scientific community is all ears

 

[lostmylove]

Ideology does not change the fact that earths resources are finite.

I'm sorry you have fantasies around this subject. Shortages of goods And services will always exist. If you have a way to prove that you can create something out of nothing the world scientific community is all ears

Yep because of population explosion in places like Africa, but you don't want to mention that because it's not correct politically so wanna throw up smoke and mirrors about resources being low.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Yep because of population explosion in places like Africa, but you don't want to mention that because it's not correct politically so wanna throw up smoke and mirrors about resources being low.

Whether africa or any other locale grows or not doesn't matter. Practically africa uses very little of the global resource pie because it's poor. Resources will always be in shortage. There is no infinite money cheat like in the sims video game.

We live in a finite world. Finite resources , finite time with respect to human lifespans .

 

[Al Cappella]

Not to derail this thread, but poverty in the world today is a complex & nuanced thing, but if there's an overriding characteristic at a country level it's political instability &/or political will. It's not nearly as much to do with limited resources as you might think.