
MindFog
:Professional Hypocrite:
- Nov 19, 2020
- 730
After seven years of being a burned out, I suddenly stumbled upon this.. job. It's weird. Like I'm trying to back to society..
My nerves are all fried up but I hope I can hold it down for at least a year or two. Workmates are probably bullies, and my neurodivergent ass have a lot of adjusting to do. I would also be far away from home. I would be living alone. It scares me but also excites me weirdly enough?
After a major mental crash 1 year ago, I was prescribed new meds that kinda works for me..
And a month after I just... suddenly out of nowhere started handing out resumes. Sometimes I wonder if I took it earlier, maybe my life would be better.
Sorry, this post is all over the place like my thoughts are. I'm just panicking cause "new thing" happening. I hope its a brand new start and not just another failure of mine.
My nerves are all fried up but I hope I can hold it down for at least a year or two. Workmates are probably bullies, and my neurodivergent ass have a lot of adjusting to do. I would also be far away from home. I would be living alone. It scares me but also excites me weirdly enough?
After a major mental crash 1 year ago, I was prescribed new meds that kinda works for me..
And a month after I just... suddenly out of nowhere started handing out resumes. Sometimes I wonder if I took it earlier, maybe my life would be better.
Sorry, this post is all over the place like my thoughts are. I'm just panicking cause "new thing" happening. I hope its a brand new start and not just another failure of mine.