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DemonicAngel

DemonicAngel

Another brick in the wall.
Jan 21, 2021
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After the N being shipped on Saturday I got it today. I feel a lot of mixed feelings. I'm happy and at peace knowing that it's there. I'll probably need it before the end of July. In the mean time I know I will find love and understanding on this site. I love the people here.
 
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hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
After the N being shipped on Saturday I got it today. I feel a lot of mixed feelings. I'm happy and at peace knowing that it's there. I'll probably need it before the end of July. In the mean time I know I will find love and understanding on this site. I love the people here.
I remember I also had the strangest feelings once the courier handed me the package... So exciting yet so relaxing at the same time. It's amazing to have a simple "off" button at your disposal.

And I agree, people here are incredible! :heart:
 
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MaybeSoon

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
261
Can only imagine how comforting it is to have N. Hopefully it's a long time until you decide to use it but I must say I'm slightly jealous lol. I'll never have the funds to have N.

I had a similar peace when I had SN before the police came and took it, but it's not quite the same. N sounds golden.
 
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DemonicAngel

DemonicAngel

Another brick in the wall.
Jan 21, 2021
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alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
I felt the same as you when I received it, it's a comfort that we wouldn't thank
 
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jr93jr

Member
Apr 26, 2018
12
I got mine 3 years ago, I hope it's still good.
 
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speck

speck

Student
May 5, 2020
178
It really changes everything, doesn't it? It gave me a sense of control.
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
Congratulations. Wish I could get my hands on some too.
 
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peacefulhorizons

peacefulhorizons

Wizard
Dec 31, 2019
676
I don't think there has been a life event that has changed my life more than receiving N. Having N is like the biggest comfort there is. It will all be over soon....
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
I don't think there has been a life event that has changed my life more than receiving N. Having N is like the biggest comfort there is. It will all be over soon....

Do you think N triggers less SI than other methods? I mean drinking fluid is something we do everyday. Compared to tying a noose around your neck or jumping off a tall building.

Since so many people found success sourcing N through the handbook, I think I might give this a try as well. I am normally clueless and anxious about grey market stuff like this.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Interesting. I'm assuming that they WU shouldn't be too different from monegram.
yes moneygram is easy and virtually the same as WU i think?. i do remember reading something about certain amounts getting flagged by WU. but then if they accept these methods then i assume the amounts are fine.

they don't mention going to a shop rather than online.
Do you think N triggers less SI than other methods? I mean drinking fluid is something we do everyday. Compared to tying a noose around your neck or jumping off a tall building.

Since so many people found success sourcing N through the handbook, I think I might give this a try as well. I am normally clueless and anxious about grey market stuff like this.

It sounds easy to just drink it, i'm sure plenty of people still find it difficult. I mean you drink SN and plenty struggle trying to do that aswell.

its ok to be anxious and not know about stuff like this im sure many others are. but the truth is if you want to try this method you have to be prepared to take the risk.I see some people order then start posting on here all sorts and want a reply straight away etc, its not the way to deal with someone selling illegal shit, your asking for trouble!! i'm pretty sure the source will help you with anything you want to know
How did they go about that? How much riskier is it?

In what context do you mean risky. Of course there is a trace you sent money to another person online, thats it though. no trace of what its for though,apart from what you say it is for on the form.
personally I'm not paranoid about people tracing stuff etc, i mean why would they be tracing you. if it gets intercepted by customs that won't be because you payed by WU or moneygram! and anyway just say you haven't ordered anything, that simple.they aren't going to start coming to arrest you over 2 bottles you are saying you have no knowledge about!
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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yes moneygram is easy and virtually the same as WU i think?. i do remember reading something about certain amounts getting flagged by WU. but then if they accept these methods then i assume the amounts are fine.

they don't mention going to a shop rather than online.


It sounds easy to just drink it, i'm sure plenty of people still find it difficult. I mean you drink SN and plenty struggle trying to do that aswell.

its ok to be anxious and not know about stuff like this im sure many others are. but the truth is if you want to try this method you have to be prepared to take the risk.I see some people order then start posting on here all sorts and want a reply straight away etc, its not the way to deal with someone selling illegal shit, your asking for trouble!! i'm pretty sure the source will help you with anything you want to know

personally I'm not paranoid about people tracing stuff etc, i mean why would they be tracing you. if it gets intercepted by customs that won't be because you payed by WU or moneygram! and anyway just say you haven't ordered anything, that simple.they aren't going to start coming to arrest you over 2 bottles you are saying you have no knowledge about!
Could Moneygram be transferred to D via their online website? I wouldn't have to go to a center in person?

Also there appear to be two Moneygrams... This one: https://www.moneygram.com/, but when I search moneygram on Google this site pops up as a first result instead http://global.moneygram.com/
Western Union (I used)
Money Gram
Bit Coin
Monero
How were you able to use Western Union to pay for the product? I emailed D and he specifically says he only accepts Bitcoin or Monero
 
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NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
How do you get antiemetics prescribed by a doctor? What reason do you say to the doctor?
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Could Moneygram be transferred to D via their online website? I wouldn't have to go to a center in person?

Also there appear to be two Moneygrams... This one: https://www.moneygram.com/, but when I search moneygram on Google this site pops up as a first result instead http://global.moneygram.com/

How were you able to use Western Union to pay for the product? I emailed D and he specifically says he only accepts Bitcoin or Monero
the 1st site you mentioned can be used. don't know what the second site is or if its even legit!!!!

when you email them they will ask you how you want to make payment, and just put whichever method you want. they will then send the details needed.
How do you get antiemetics prescribed by a doctor? What reason do you say to the doctor?
migraines i think and feeling nauseous
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

l
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
the 1st site you mentioned can be used. don't know what the second site is or if its even legit!!!!

when you email them they will ask you how you want to make payment, and just put whichever method you want. they will then send the details needed.

migraines i think and feeling nauseous
I did email D though and he repeatedly only mentioned either Bitcoin or Monero as an option. Is it A that offers Moneygram?
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I did email D though and he repeatedly only mentioned either Bitcoin or Monero as an option. Is it A that offers Moneygram?

I think both offered WU and Moneygram(not 100% though). Unless they can only use it so many times in a month or week???
 
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DemonicAngel

DemonicAngel

Another brick in the wall.
Jan 21, 2021
78
Could Moneygram be transferred to D via their online website? I wouldn't have to go to a center in person?

Also there appear to be two Moneygrams... This one: https://www.moneygram.com/, but when I search moneygram on Google this site pops up as a first result instead http://global.moneygram.com/

How were you able to use Western Union to pay for the product? I emailed D and he specifically says he only accepts Bitcoin or Monero
Did you ask him flat out? " Can I use western union?" I would try that
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
246
yes moneygram is easy and virtually the same as WU i think?. i do remember reading something about certain amounts getting flagged by WU. but then if they accept these methods then i assume the amounts are fine.

they don't mention going to a shop rather than online.


It sounds easy to just drink it, i'm sure plenty of people still find it difficult. I mean you drink SN and plenty struggle trying to do that aswell.

its ok to be anxious and not know about stuff like this im sure many others are. but the truth is if you want to try this method you have to be prepared to take the risk.I see some people order then start posting on here all sorts and want a reply straight away etc, its not the way to deal with someone selling illegal shit, your asking for trouble!! i'm pretty sure the source will help you with anything you want to know

personally I'm not paranoid about people tracing stuff etc, i mean why would they be tracing you. if it gets intercepted by customs that won't be because you payed by WU or moneygram! and anyway just say you haven't ordered anything, that simple.they aren't going to start coming to arrest you over 2 bottles you are saying you have no knowledge about!
When they ask you via money gram/ western union, if it's a gift, loan, etc? What do you say? I'm thinking about saying loan. But is that right?
 
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Seeyouthereuphigh

Member
Oct 28, 2021
13
After the N being shipped on Saturday I got it today. I feel a lot of mixed feelings. I'm happy and at peace knowing that it's there. I'll probably need it before the end of July. In the mean time I know I will find love and understanding on this site. I love the people here.
I am new to the blog and I cant seem to find D contact Information. Help please!!

Also has anyone tested N to Know it will work properly? Thanks
 
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